I'm up in the middle of the night because I can't sleep. I know tomorrow is important but I can't help but feel like it will end horribly and that this won't go as planned. I should try to sleep... But I can't. My thoughts are too loud for me to sleep, and my thoughts are screaming your name. I am so scared. Doubts run through my mind, making me toss and turn as I wonder what I will do. I plan conversations ahead of time even though we've had them unplanned before today. I'm excited. What if it doesn't work? What if we pretend it didn't happen after just one day? And what if we don't? What if we stay like this for months? Years? What if you are the first and last person I kiss? What if we never separate? What if we were meant to be? What if we weren't?? What if I mess up?? What if I make you uncomfortable?? What if everything goes wrong?? What if you hate me?? What if we kiss?? What if-
I'm up in the middle of the night with only you in mind, and I know, it will be alright.
YOU ARE READING
Where my brain lies.
RandomMy mind is a strange maze of random things that shouldn't usually work together but somehow make a very flawed human. This mind of mine creates things that have no use in this world, stories with no ending, songs with no melody, and paintings with n...
