How dumb is the human race to let something that may not exist control their lives? There is no proof that he exists, or that he ever existed, only a book which was written by men and not the thing you idolize so much. How do you let this thing cloud your judgment? And even if it does exist, what gave you the idea that this is what he wanted? All this hatred to the things you think he hates. Why would he create something just to hate it? He has the ability to end the world if things don't go his way, he has the ability to do anything, and he doesn't. He watches his followers make fools of themselves while others sit and suffer? Why did he make me like this if it's only going to send me to hell? What am I to gain for being this way, incompetent and too stupid to be able to do the things I need to do? And why are all of these bad things happening if he is in charge? Why did death have to come, how did love become hate, and how did I end up in this state of constant stress and self hate? Who is he and why is he letting these things come and make my life a living hell? Who is he to make me like this? Who is he? Who are you? When will you make my life better? Where is the calm after the storm? Who are you to control the way my life ends? I didn't choose these things. I didn't choose to be this way. Who are you and why won't you finish what you started? Who are you and why won't you help your creations? Who are you and why won't you help me? Why did you make me like this? Who am I and why do I exist?
How dumb am I to be wasting my time praying to you to make it all better?
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Where my brain lies.
RandomMy mind is a strange maze of random things that shouldn't usually work together but somehow make a very flawed human. This mind of mine creates things that have no use in this world, stories with no ending, songs with no melody, and paintings with n...
