Ironic Love // Phan

"Can You Play Me Something?"

Enjoy this chapter that actually isn't crap. <3 (Hopefully)

~Daniel~

Dan was waiting outside campus for Phil, sitting on the grainy pavement as the surprisingly bright sun came into contact with him. The boys had decided on studying together as maths wasn't Daniel's strongest subject.

He took out his phone to mindlessly make time run faster. In all honesty, Dan really liked Phil. Hell, the boy can make Dan smile without him even realizing it. It make his heart do that flippy thing. . . He never knew the right term for it. Dan was glad he started the Ironic Dating joke. It gave him an excuse to put his arm around him, or just being close until there pale arms touched. Little things like that meant everything to Dan.

Dan came to the conclusion that he can't help getting feelings for boys. It was just part of him. He'd always tell himself awful thoughts like. .

No, it's not normal of you, Dan.

You don't like boys.

What's wrong with you?

Another reason why people called him such foul words he can't help but remind himself of what would happen if he'd do it again. Dan wasn't the happiest of people. But once he reunited with PJ everything seemed brighter. And when Phil trailed along, his whole heart burst into an indescribable feeling that fill him up with happiness.

He'd never experienced it before. Not how he did now. He'd like to think the first time didn't count. The second wasn't happy. But the third. . it was the best feeling in the world.

I wonder how biology can explain the physical pain you feel in your chest when all you want to do is be with someone?

"Sorry, had to get my maths book."

Speak of the Devil.

Dan stood up turning to see the even paler figure against the rays of the sun. Wearing his red plaid shirt, and black skinny jeans. He'd never got himself to admit it before, but was he perfect.

Dan sighed, letting out his stuck emotions finally going lose and his body feeling lighter than before. He turned off his phone and placed it in his left pocket as he began to walk towards his place, Phil alongside him.

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"You sure your parents won't get upset?" Dan pondered out loud halfway towards his place. Phil kept walking, ignoring Dan's question before looking at the ground and shaking his head. Phil was awfully quiet today.

"C'mon, don't give me that face. We can play video games and watch movies if you want!" Dan tried brightening up the mood. Phil's head shot up as soon as Dan said that.

 "Can we watch Buffy?!" He exclaimed. Dan giggled, and smiled at him before stopping in his tracks trying to get a closer look at his now colour filled eyes. The wind starting to howl even stronger making both boys fix their fringes out of their faces. "Of course we can watch Buffy." Dan finally said smiling. "C'mon! The faster we get there, the faster we can watch Buffy!" Dan said as he grabbed a hold of Phil's hand sending him shivers up his arm as he and Phil ran towards his place.

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"I'm home, Mum! And I brought a friend!" Dan shouted across the lounge locking the door behind him. Phil looked around the warmly lighted house, the decor consisting of expensive couches and the colour pallet being of mostly beige and rouge colors that complemented the kitchen drawers.

Dan placed his jacket he'd carry with him on the armrest of the nearest couch. "Cool house," Phil said awkwardly rocking back and forth on his heels. "Thanks," Dan replied almost instantly.