What Was Thought To Be A Bromance (Lawlorff)

The Truth (Chapter 5)

* KIANS POV *

Truth is I broke up with Jess because I'm growing feelings for Sam. I wish Sam knew and it'd be easy to tell him, I'm wrong though, I know it won't be. It's weird, I thought I was straight, but I guess I'm not so sure anymore. Sam's going to look at me differently if I tell him. I love our friendship, I can't lose it. I have to tell him so I can get it out of the way. I'm not quite sure when though. Maybe I will later today.

* SAM'S POV *

So a girl asked me out the other day, it's not that she's bad or something... It's... I'm gay. I haven't told anyone, not even Kian. He'd look at me weirdly if I did, I wish he knew. I'll tell him when I feel comfortable. I'm going to hang out with him later and I'm not sure what we're going to do, but it'll be fun like always.

An hour later I meet up with Kian and he tells me we need to talk. I'm confused. "Okay, about what?" I say curiously.

"I-I'm... I mean I have feel-feelings for-" he stops.

"For what Kian?" I look at him oddly.

"For you."

Wait what. Did I just hear him say that he has feelings for me. He's not gay, well, I don't think he is. He's never mentioned it. I realized I hadn't replied and then cleared my throat. "What'd you say, Kian?"

"I like you..."

"As a friend, right?" I'm still confused.

"No. More than a friend. It's okay if you don't feel the same I'll understand. I just needed to get it out of the way, I couldn't hold it back for too much longer."

To shut him up, I pulled him close to me, crashing my lips against his. After a few seconds I looked up and saw his facial expression. "Kian?" he looked shocked, but happy.

"Uhhh." He said wide-eyed.

I laughed. "Well, I should probably tell you something."

He seemed to snap out of his trance. "What?"

"I need to tell you something."

"Yeah?"

"I've known for a while now, but I haven't really told anyone."

"What is it?"

"Don't tell anyone, but I'm gay."

"Oh. Why didn't you ever tell me?"

"I thought you'd look at me differently."

"No, never. You'd still be my best friend." He smiled.

I smiled back. "Thanks."

"So do you feel the same?"

I thought, and realized that I think about him a lot. "Yeah." I blushed.

He kissed my cheek and smiled.

Today was surprising, and I'm happy. I wonder if we're going to have a relationship. I'll just wait and see. I'm excited because Kians a great guy, he's cute, and he's my best friend. I guess I never really talked about it, but I have realized that I do like him. We'll see what happens.