Little Secret (Niall Horan)

Chapter 18

Independent

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Belle's Pov

I feel lost. Light-headed, nauseated. I feel like I'm gonna pass out.

I cant believe this, I really cant.

"Eleanor I dont- I dont, he's I cant I." I ramble, tears falling onto Niall's sweatpants.

"What? Are you? Are you pregnant?" Danielle asks, her eyes widening.

"Niall is gonna leave me.." I whisper, shuddering at the thought.

"So thats a yes?" Eleanor asks, rubbing my knee.

"Yes." I croak out. "I'm just gonna leave. I'd rather leave now, then get heartbroken."

"No, no, wait, Belle." Danielle stops me. "He was already mad that you kept Naomi out of his life, but now he has the chance to relive those years by you having this baby, don't hurt him again, babe."

"I cant handle the rejection, I'm just, not gonna tell him." I sigh, scratching my neck, before letting my hand fall back onto my thigh.

"That'll really irk him." Eleanor says, shaking her head.

"So.. I tell him now? While everyone is here?" I ask, looking at both girls.

"It'd be the right thing to do." Eleanor says. "We'll go too."

I nod, and stand up, taking the girls hands in my own, before proceeding towards the door.

As we reach the last step, I begin to fidget around.

"I cant do this, I cant!" I yell, dropping to the floor.

"Whats wrong, love?" I hear Niall ask, panic clear in his tone.

"Please dont leave me, please!" I cry, cradling back in forth on the floor, as everyone watches in suspense.

To make it worse, Harry, and Zayn are back.

"What? Why would I? Why would I leave you? Whats going on?" Niall asks, confusion beating him with his own suspense.

I slowly stand up, as Niall does the same.

"Everyone. This is the last time you'll probably ever see me, after this." I say, sucking in some air.

"Babe, what?" Niall asks, eyeing me suspiciously.

I just ignore him, and continue with what I have to say.

"I just found out that I'm-" I begin to say, but pause before I say it.

"You're?" Zayn asks, staring up at me, but I think everyone knows already.

"Pregnant. I'm- I'm pregnant." I stutter, pushing some loose strands of hair behind my ear.

I can feel everyone staring at me. I cant do anything but break down.

"Niall I'm sorry. I'm so, so, sorry Niall. I'll just go." I whisper, as I begin walking towards the door.

No one stops me.

I turn the doorknob, letting the door swing open. The visible rays of the sun glowing.

"I told you I didn't want another kid, right now." Niall mutters from behind me.

"How am I supposed to control your sperm?" I snap back at him. "They have things known as condoms, you know."

"Who says it's mine? You could've been cheating on me this whole time!" Niall yells.

"I would never, nor have I ever thought about cheating on you." I yell back at him. "How about I take Naomi, and your baby, out of your life for good?"

That really shut him up.

"Both of you need to cut it out! You're girlfriend is pregnant with your baby, and you dont want to be apart of its life? You fought for Naomi's trust, and now that its in your hands, you'd just throw that all away, over your mistake? You could've used protection, her body is built to fucking reproduce! Step up, or shut up. Yelling wont solve anything." Zayn yells at Niall, catching me by surprise.

"This has nothing to do with you. I wont be able to be apart of its life! I told her this! The world doesn't even know that Naomi exists, and I'm already stressing over that, but knowing that she's pregnant again, I cant do anything for her! We're going on tour!" Niall yells back at Zayn.

"Goodbye." I say, before turning around, and walking out of the house, purposely slamming the door behind me.

Forget this. I knew dropping Naomi off here was wrong.

Never again.

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I knew Niall didnt actually care. All he cares about is the fame, so of course he'd disown his own children, thats completely, totally normal.

"Belle wait." I hear Zayn call behind me, multiple footsteps seem to be following him.

"What?" I snap at him.

"You can stay with me, any of the lads will surely take you in." Zayn offers. "You know he's only acting like that because he's stressed about Naomi."

"Yeah, dont go because of him! We still want to keep in touch with you!" Danielle yells, stopping behind Zayn, Eleanor running to her side.

"Trust me, we will, you're my girls." I smile at her. "Thanks, Zayn but I dont want anything to do with Niall. I want to be away from him, and out of his life." I say, as I continue walking.

"Belle dont you love him?" Zayn asks, catching me by surprise.

I slowly turn around. "Yes, beyond words, but its for the best. I dont want this for my kids, they will have a normal life, with my mum, and I back home in Bradford."

"You're from Bradford?" Zayn asks, smiling a little. "So am I."

"Yeah, but I really need to go." I say, turning back around, and continue walking.

"At least let me get your things, and drop you off. We'll all miss you.." Zayn sighs, running his hair through his messy hair. "I'll talk to him!"

"I'll miss you all too, but I can take care of myself. I do have an eleven year old, and a fetus. I've been a mom since I was thirteen, and now I'm twenty-four." I say, smiling at Zayn.

I continue walking, getting lost in thought.

What about Danielle? What about Eleanor? What about Perrie? What about the other lads? You might ask.

But this is a new start for me, just me, and my kids.

I had good friendships while they lasted, but this is best for me. Niall will never change.

Well, I'll try to keep in touch, I'll miss them, they're amazing friends, the lads too, but Harry, no.

Niall acted the same towards Naomi, and now it's the same towards this child as well.

Just watch me, do me.

No more Niall James Horan.

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This is not the end! This would've been a perfect ending, but the story is a little too short, isnt it?

Are you shocked? Did I shock you? You bet I did.

Anyway, I hope you still love me after this chapter :)))

x Ahmijai