I woke up feeling cramps all over my body.
I wonder why I am telling you this
I have a crush on somebody.
And they know.
It's super embarrassing, really
How one time a bad thing happens
And the next, shockingly neutral
My life is a whole riddle.
That I cannot solve.
My mom and dad are fighting.
And I'm about to move.
My worst nightmare is coming.
I'm sobbbing because of it.
No Love is coming from my heart.
Because that girl....... It's too early.......... Too fast....... And too young
I wonder if you can keep up with me.
Or maybe I am just moving too fast.
Moving towards my worst nightmare.
Where that girl...... Is not there.
I cannot keep my heart from crying out.
I have friends.... But not with me.
That girl....... Followed me?
She liked my videos.
She....... Asked me if I know who she is...
And I said no
But the truth is.... I know
Mom and dad are fighting again........
