The way I am holding on to this person is scary. I'm threading fire now. So real, and far. Recommended to read the first two parts. Sarcasm warning.
I'm not sure when or where we fell apart to begin with. Maybe it was when her assumption that I will fall wronged her? Maybe it was her first time failing to satisfy her greed and wants. She had everything, yet nothing compared to what she yearned.
The skies are fair after all. They give you something, and forbid another from entering your life. I'm not sure how to feel that day seeing the innocent girl's face fall, hearing a name not hers.
I'm sure it was not happiness for her, well, friend. It was more of anger, self-pity. At lest she made it look like it. She could have been feeling worst. The need to, for example, murder.
I could see it in her before after all. It was just more clear at that exact moment when the group broke up into laughter. She just sat there, glaring into her curled up knees with her head down and all. Not working it seems. Her anger had just gotten higher, I think she doesn't realise I'm watching and always have been.
That was how it would remain for her though. Me, me, and me.
Nothing else. No one was ever considered in her straight view-point. It was always, 'I need you to make me feel I'm better' for her at least, and I feel that our relationship has reached the Jelena end of tragedy and tears.
I just hope that I have made her a little better, that me tolerating her those never-ending months would be worth it. Well, it is time we said our goodbye and welcome the last year of silence.
I hope you felt as much through this jounrney and a little part of me, just the caring part of me, hope this isn't the last time I'll speak to you...acquaintance.
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A/N
This is not the last part...the whole journey is how a friend becomes a stranger. I never planned to write so much but I feel so much. Most probably...I will put the full thing up at the end of the year on a different account. For now...you can read them as single shots.
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Historia CortaTo everyone I wrote an entry for and for those who need to find light in a dark time. Just remember I'm here for you and if you want, send me your story and I can write it out for you to the best of my ability.
