chapter one

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Motionless, Josh stood in front of me, a few meters from my body, which was tied harshly onto a metal wall.
"JOSH!!" I screamed.
"JOSH CAN YOU HEAR ME?!"
"JOSH PLEASE!" At this point my throat was torn and I was coughing up dangerously large amouts of blood, but Josh remained still. A silhouette with a battered, red beanie walked carefully behind Josh, swiping out a silver blade and slowly drawing it closer to Josh's stubbley neck.

"NO!!" I shrieked
"NO PLEASE DON'T, TAKE ME, PLEASE!!" I blurted out with tears slipping down my pained cheeks, stinging my skin as they glided.

The figure lifted its head and revealed this face-like blur of colours. He was wearing a black flannel with a floral print and a black t-shirt underneath. Josh's blurryface.
He drew the blade slowly and deeply across Josh's neck, letting a thick line of blackish red blood ooze out from Josh's system. He fell flat on the ground, not even a twitch came from the lifeless lump of talent which I loved dearly to my soul, I let out a loud sob and let more tears burnt through my skin, the blurryface swept its demonic body up to my tiny nose.

"Don't blame me. It was you who killed him." His blurryface whispered, sounding just like tyler, only more sinister.
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Tears streamed down my face as I realised it was just a dream, I pull the white sheets around my tiny, tanned figure. Hugging my knees as I rock my body back and fourth to calm my horrendous state
"Why, why is it the same dream?!" I whisper yelled to myself.

"27 years old and I'm still living alone in Columbus, Ohio." I huffed
"Still having the same dreadful nightmare about my crush from high school who is now in a band on tour!" I exclaimed, mocking my sadnosity.

"Josh Dun." I cooed to myself, even his name had this edge to it that I ADORED. I get really emotional when I see him up there, killing it on the drums, I saved up and bought myself to buy a drumset and i practice all the beat patterns Josh does. I whipped my tears and threw my body back smacking my head on the head board.
"You know what, I give up." I said matter of factly as i slumped back into the sheets, trying to hide my embarrassment from the FREAKING WARDROBE. I wrapped my clumsy person in the bed clothes and shut my eyes, praying i had a decent dream, hopefully about Josh.
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Short AF first chapter but hey! Gotta keep em' wantin' more 😉✌
PEACE OUT FRENS

Xoxo

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