If I die. ( jariana fanfiction ) Justin bieber and ariana grande

Chapter 4-where are u babygirl?!

The song for this chapter is:
- all I ask by Adele
- my everything by ariana grande
- it will rain by Bruno Mars

Ariana POV

It's been 2 weeks since I be with Justin,
5 days after we officially be boyfriend and girlfriend he was being such a sweetheart and being a gentleman but,now I feel like he been distant and also avoiding me,
When we meet he just hug me and kiss me on the forehead or just saying "how are u" or "hi"
Its sad that he was my first boyfriend and I'm afraid that he will blew my chances to being with someone, do you know what I mean?

And now talking about Joseph,
Joseph still didn't come home since the last day he beat me up and I'm glad about that.
Maybe that is the last time I will get abused physically.but,I'm afraid I will heartbroken,
Not because Joseph but because Justin,
The fact that he been distant and avoiding me it's killing me.
The fact that he been talking with the other girl more than me.
The fact that he been chose the other girl that not me,her girlfriend

When we talk or text,
I always been the person that the first one to chat or making a conversation and he?
He just answering with a yes or no words.
It's hurts,example?
When I say "are u avoiding me?" He just say "no".i expecting more words than that.
I expect him to say a words that can comfort me from being afraid that he avoiding me.
Or maybe he can just say 2 or 3 more words then no or yes.

Maybe I should let him,maybe I should let him doing what he want to do but I think it's the best if I just shut up,I will not text him anymore or calls or meet him.
But I'm not sure if I want to break up with him.
This time I think I'm just act like that,
I don't want to break up because I already falling for Justin,
I love Justin Drew bieber
But I know he don't feel the same.
He never tell that he loved me,
He just say the "I like you"
It's really hurts when you love the person but
He doesn't love you back.
Even if we are girlfriend and boyfriend.

I grab my hoodie and the others stuff and then I take my mom old car
I start the engine and start driving,
I don't know where am I suppose to be going
But this time I need a break from everything,
I'm gonna avoiding all the people I know.
For the best because that's what they always want.

Justin POV

I've been hanging out with my friends lately,
I don't know,I love ariana like so much but,
Sometimes I feel bored around her so I just hang out with my friends,I know I feel like I avoiding her and I honestly feel bad because I love her,but it's just bored.

"Hey man,what are u thinking?"

"Uh?nothing,nothing important"

The party finally over and we all go home.
And here I am trying to sleep but I can't,
I feel like something bad happens,
Ariana hasn't texting me all day
She always texting me everyday even if I just answer a simple no or yes.
But today I got nothing.
I got nothing from her,I don't got the kiss on the cheek or the forehead.

I feel empty without those things.
Those things that involve her,
And that's when I know that I really truly love ariana grande buteraa,
But I still confuse,why does she not make any contact with me?maybe she was asleep.
I seen her at school but after that she is missing,I start to getting worried so I'm going to text her,when she was the one that usually text me but now I'm gonna be the one.

Text ✨

From: mybae💙
To: babygirl💜

Hey babygirl!💜 I miss you please answer me,and I getting worried of u.

Sent at 23:54

After that my eyes felt heavy and slowly I was asleep.

< at morning and school >

Now I'm at the school and I still doesn't see
Or got any text from ariana and it'd make me worried as fuck! Where is she? Does she doesn't know that I worried? I miss her does she knows that?..

Text✨

From:mybae💙
To:babygirl💜

Ari baby?please answer me! I'm worried sick and I miss u!where are u? Please just answer me and then come back to me,please?

Sent at 12:30

From:mybae💙
To:babygirl💜

Ari please! Just answer me sweetheart! I still doesn't see you and you haven't even read my text! Please please please! Don't make me cry,just come back to me and I promise I will change for u but please just come back!😢

Sent at 13:00

Tears keep rolling down in my face,
I still cannot stop crying since my babygirl doesn't contact me.
I miss those lips,
I miss those smile,
I miss those laugh,
I miss those hugs,
I miss her.
I fucking miss her!
And I realize I can't even stand 1 day without her,
How can I be so dumb by avoiding her all these day? How can I?
I was thinking I should ask her bestfriends or not,fuck it! I'm gonna do anything just to find my babygirl even if I probably look like 5 years old boy searching for her puppy,
I will do anything for her,

I see sofia her bestfriend and i walking to her,
But still I don't see ariana,

"Hey sofia right?"

"Yeah and ur Justin right?"

"Yeah and I'm just gonna ask this to the point,have you seen ari? Where is she? I don't-" I got cut off by sofia

"No,and I don't see her or got any text from her,I text her and she doesn't answer,me and Sabrina is her bestfriend and we worried about ari,not long after you guys officially be couple,I don't know why but she always crying and sometimes even just admiring at her family or your photo,she looks hurt,when me and Sabrina try to ask why,she always doesn't answer it,but all I know for sure she is heartbroken,is something wrong Justin?"
That when I know,my babygirl crying because of me,I hurt her,I promise her I will never hurt her,what have I done? I just want she to come back please God?help me!
Tears coming down my face just like a waterfall, I can feel my eyes getting red

"I don't have fucking time to explain it sofia!i just want her back! In my arms where she belongs!"

"I know how you feel Justin,I'm her bestfriends and I was the one that if everything happen she will told me but this time she doesn't tell me,she is heartbroken,she is a 16 years old teenager that have a red hair and heartbroken.dont cry Justin,this all is not your fault,try to ask sabrina about ari,maybe she found her"

"Thanks sof"

"Ur welcome Justin" she walked away and I go to the. Library and try to find. Sabrina and after 5 freaking minutes,I found Sabrina

"Hey justin,Justin do you know where is ariana?me and sofia worried about her,she-"I cut her off

"I was here to ask you do you know where Is ariana and you still don't get a text from her?"

"No and If i know it i wouldn't be asking you the same question"

"Just forget it" I walk away from her

I sit on the chair,I grab my phone and try to call ariana but it went straight to voicemail

Voicemail: babygirl! Where are u? I'm fucking miss u! I know I say this so much since last night but it's true,I miss u! Please just contact me! Please come back to my arms!you are belongs in my arms *sobs* just*sobs*answer*sobs*me*sobs*please?
I *sobs* love *sobs*you*sobs*ariana*sobs*

The line went dead after that while I still crying and sobbing.

"I love you ariana"I whisper to myself and stare at me and ariana photo that on my lock screen.