Libidinous Friend (BxB)

XXXIII

I woke up the next morning with a slight headache. Felt like somebody been kicking me in my head. Adjusting myself in the bed I turned over to Carlson feet in my face. Now I see why I have a headache.

"I see you woke."

I heard Kivon voice say turning my head to see him lying in his bed under the covers.

"What time is it?"

"Time for you to come ride this dick."

I rolled my eyes and reached down on the floor feeling for my phone. It was 9:18 in the morning. Dang I can't believe Carlson let me crash at his place. I knew my mama would be worried then again, she would be happy to know that I was somewhere other than in the house. Checking my phone to see if I had any missed calls I had two from my mama and one from Tyrese and A text from Shayvez.

Shayvez: Aye I was hoping you was gonna come through today but you not returning my text so its whateva bruh.

Cute he was in his feelings about me not answering. Disregarding the text, I dialed my mother phone number.

"Hello"

"Hey ma I missed your call wassup.?"

"One I am not one of your childish friends don't wassup me. And two where you at? I'm mean you could at least called and let me know you wasnt coming home last night. Had your brother up worrying about you."

Yea that would be a day to remember when Anton care about anybody other than himself.

"Yea Ant caring about me sweet. But no it was all sudden trust me I wasn't planning a overnight outting."

"Well you still should of called. You on your way home?"

"As we speak yes ma'am."

"Good...cause I'm about to be late for this job interview with Anton. He might be getting on with this construction company. You got your keys.?"

"Yes ma'am."

"OK be safe love you."

She said ending the call. Ugh she could be should a white mother at times. I laid my head back to gather my thoughts. I really didn't feel like going back to that place but since no one was there the alone time could prove useful.

"So you leaving daddy lil buddy?"

Kivon said standing over me. Yea on that note I'm out.

Reaching my house, a little over an hour later. I stepped in to nothing but silence. Just how I liked it. No Ant to mug me and no mama to worry me. Heading into the kitchen I fixed me a big bowl of Captain Crunch. Man I love this cereal. I dove into it like a fat man and it was life. After my lil murder of cereal I walked down the hall to my room. Just to find that I wasn't alone.

"BRUH WHAT THE FUCK!"

I shouted to see Tye stretched out in my bed. Wearing nothing but boxers. He was the last nigga I wanted to see right now.

"So... you not answering my phone calls now."

"Yea....can you leave. Like go in Ant room I'm sleepy."

"I asked you a question."

"Tye like really I'm tired."

"Where you been.?"

"Ugh...nigga none of yuro business."

I spoked walking into my closet. Changing out of my day clothes into something loose and comfortable I felt a pair of hands grip my shoulders.

"He better than me."

"Tye move for real."

"Uh uh...I'm horny."

He said kissing my shoulder. I took a deep breath cause even though I was mad at him he still could make me hot.

"Tyrese w___"

"Bruh fuck that shit. I'm done with all this bull. I want some booty."

"Well go find a bitch with one there's many."

I said pushing him off me and walking back into my room. As I pulled my shirt down Tye ran up and snatched it off pushing me on to the bed.

"Tye what__!"

"Fuck that shit I been sitting up all night thinking bout you. Chris I'm done with this bullshit. You my nigga and that's it."

"And just like that. I'm supposed to act like we just all good. You don't think Im tired of this shit too. One minute we good and the next we mad at each other. Tyrese, you so fucking complicated!"

"Nigga what?! Are you serious. All this shit I been doing is for you. You the one who scared to be yourself. And I'm the bad person.!"

Here he go with that shit. I was so sick of him throwing that up in my face.

"You know what you right Tye I'm scared. I'm scared of judgment, the pain, the hurt, the hate, scared that my own brother might lose what little respect he has for me. My mama disowning me. But you know what? Now I have learn. So what! Who give a damn for real how you feel or anybody. If I don't want to come out then that's my decision not yours!"

"Then you will always be a scary ass nigga. Hope that's the life you willing to live Chris."

He said turning and walking towards the door. I was filled with some much rage I needed to release. Before I realized it I had jumped on Tyrese. Beating him all in the back of his head and back.

"Nigga what the fuck!!!"

"I fucking hate you! You did this to me Tye!"

I yelled as I repeatedly punched him. Flipping me over he had body slammed me to the floor. Damn my spine felt like it had just crumbled into pieces. But that didn't stop me as I kept on swinging at him.

"Chris nigga chill!"

"Fuck you Tye I'm done being soft. I wanted us to work! You didn't"

"Yes I did!"

"No you didn't you just wanted a toy, a puppet, and weak bitch!"

"NIGGA I LOVE YOU!!!"

Tyrese yelled so loud it could of shook led the whole neighborhood. I stop immediately in my tracks. The passion in his voice when he yelled it was so powerful. He meant it he really did. Seeing that I was collected Tye helped me on my feet.

"You really mean it."

"Yes...why you think I can leave you alone. We been riding with each other for years. I don't want nobody but you."

"So why all this extra but___.!"

"I was just as upset as you were. Chris I don't want you to never think that you are my property. I wanna be your man."

"But I'm not ready to come out yet."

"Honestly at this point. Most people already knows and who ever don't fuck them. They not us."

Tye expressed holding my hands. I was ready to tear up he was a whole new Tyrese.

"Tye I still.... This still all__."

"You can take all the time you want. As long as it is with me."

He said pulling me in and kissing me.

"And Ima prove to you how serious I am."

"How?"

I asked. Tyrese stepped back and dropped his boxers. He was in full birthday suit. Walking pass me he got on all fours in the doggy style on the bed.

"Umm Tye?"

"Tonight... I want you to fuck me."

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