Just a (Jungkook x Reader)

~16~

At first it happened slowly, almost as if time stopped completely.
Then time caught up and she found herself on the ground.
"Y/N....?", a familiar voice called out. (Y/-"
She closed her eyes.

The boys met Jungkook at the hospital. His eyes were wide with fear and puffed up from all the crying.

It's my fault.
It's my fault she's here.
It's my fault that she could die.
It's my fault that she's going through so much pain.

His scrape was tended to by a nurse earlier. He didn't even notice. The other boys sat with him and tried to comfort him.
"Jungkookie...", Jin said quietly, putting a hand on his shoulder.
"Hyung...", Jungkook's voice was cracked and barely above a whisper. "I confessed to her... She feels the same way... But hyung.... How am I supposed to be her boyfriend if.... If I'm just gonna put her in danger..."
"Jungkook...", Namjoon said, walking up to him. "It's not your fault."
"Hyung, don't you see? It is!!", he yelled, bursting out into more tears. "I.. I walked out onto the street carelessly and... And she saved me.... She saved me... Which ended up with her here in the hospital."
Jungkook broke down and fell to his knees.
"It's my fault..."
"It's not your fault pabo!", Yoongi said with crossed arms.
"It's no ones fault.", Hoseok said putting a hand on Yoongi's shoulder to calm him down.
"Let's just pray that she'll be ok, yeah?", Jimin said with a small smile. "I'm sure she will be."

Taehyung had said nothing during this whole time.

He loved you, too.
He wore a dull expression as he stared into the wall across from their seats.
He wasn't mad at Jungkook, was he?
It wasn't his fault.
So, then why did he want to punch Jungkook in the face?

Suddenly a doctor walked out of the double doors. Jin stood up.
"Ah, are you all with Ms. (Y/N)?", the doctor asked with a poker face.
"Ne.", Namjoon said standing up next to Jin.
"Ms. (Y/N) has fractured a bone in her right leg and broken her arm. Not to mention some brain damage. Luckily, none of her ribs or organs were damaged. But due to the head trauma she'll be out for a few days. However, if she doesn't wake up after 5 days, I'm afraid we may have to take some... Serious measures. That is highly unlikely however. Your friend got lucky this time.", the doctor explained with his poker face. The boys sighed in relief. "She can start getting visitors tomorrow. We don't want to risk anything during the observation period."
"Ne, kamsahamnida.", Jin and Namjoon said together. They bowed and the boys did the same. She'd be alright.

It'd already been 5 days and she hadn't woken up yet. Today was the last day for her to wake up.
Jungkook visited her everyday, telling her what was going on in the world and apologizing repeatedly while holding her hand.

"(Y/N)-ah, it's time to wake up.", he said quietly. "Please wake up..."
He started humming while stroking your hair.

She was standing -- or floating, she couldn't tell -- in a black void. She couldn't breathe. Time flew by slowly like an endless nightmare. She hated it.
She stayed there wanting to move but unable to, trapped. She was dead inside her own mind. She kept thinking about Jungkook. How this place was so dark without him. He's smile was like the sun, it had lit up her world for a long while now.

She felt powerless, unable to control herself as she drifted.

She could feel a heartbeat. Was it hers? No, that was most definitely not hers, why was it beating so fast. It felt as if...
It was calling out to her.

At that moment, a bright light appeared before her and she was suddenly able to move.

"(Y/N)... (Y/N), Please wake up!!!", a familiar voice cried out. She felt a drop in her cheek. But from where did it come from? "I'm so sorry, I love you..."

The voice seemed to be coming from the light. She drifted slowly towards it. Suddenly the voice became more clear.

"I love you... I'm sorry." Jungkook? "Please wake up... This is all my fault..."
Another drop fell upon her cheek.

She reached the light.

(Y/N) opened her eyes to see a crying Jungkook with his face now buried into her hand which he held.

"I-its all... M-my fault...", he whimpered. Her finger twitched and looked up.

"What's all your fault?", she said in a raspy voice.

He was way more than just a bit relieved.

Sorry for not updating sooner, but I promised myself I'd update tonight at least before the GOT7 concert I'm going to tomorrow.

Sorry this is super over due. I've been busy playing video games and watching video fanfics...

HOEnestly idk what to do with my life anymore...

Anyway...

I'd like to thank you guys for all the reads, votes and comments you guys leave. I may not respond to your comment all the time, but I do read all comments!

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