*Completed* "I WAS THERE FORE YOU WHEN NOBODY ELSE WAS! Not Robyn! Hell your own mom didn't even visit you!" Tears were water-falling down my cheeks. My face was burning, and my heart felt like it was coming out of my chest.
I continued, "I was th...
I didn't want to go to the premier because I didn't want to see her booed up on screen.
Deep down I feel slightly bad that I'm not supporting her but what's done is done.
Once I walked into my bedroom I sat on the couch and turned the tv on.
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The first thing I saw was MTV and the movie premier, and I decided to watch the red carpet portion since that's the only part that's going to be televised.
At the actual premier they are going to show the movie for the first time live, full of celebs, and wealthy people who paid to see it tonight annnd of course the lucky seat fillers.
It took me about two minutes into this to see Cyn. She looked absolutely stunning in the dress she wore, and Siya on her arm looking pretty good herself. My momma ain't raise no hater.
Before I could really get into what I was watching I got a call.
"Hell-"
"This is California Correctional Institution do you accept the call for Prisoner Ceilo Santos and possible phone charges? If you accept please press 1."
I thought quickly so I accepted it.
"So, you think this cool to just leave me. Not even tell me you had some shit up your sleeves?"
Cee seemed a bit....pressed.
"Ceilo look mami, everything that happened back there with you was temporary and I only fucked around with you because I was angry at Cyn. You facing life babygirl--somewhere in your heart you had to know this wasn't going to work."
I heard her sniffing through the phone and I felt like a terrible person. But, I had to tell her like it is so she don't get the wrong idea and get her feelings really hurt.
"That's fine Jodi. Can you at least help me with my case do something that you did yours."
A huge sigh came from my lips. "I can't do that. I was basically playing with fire when I got it done for me. You're asking for things from me that I can't give you and I'm sorry."
Raising her voice now she responded, "You CAN help me, just be honest Jodi you don't WANT to help me! And that's fine just hope I don't get out of prison because I will ruin your life!"
"I hope you find closure in whatever your life brings" and with that I hung up. She's facing premeditated murder, there's now at she's getting out anytime soon. Or soon enough to damage me, my life or my career.
I quickly brush off Ceilos threats when I heard my phone ring again.
Caller ID: Dukes💞
"Hey, Ma?" I wasn't sure why she was calling so late which made me slightly worry.
"I'm in town for about a week or so, and I need a place to crash. So, open up."
She hung up the phone and I made my way back downstairs allowing my mother in the house.
"I'm so happy about you being out honey. I'm sorry I couldn't make it to the trial but I was definitely on my way." She said following me upstairs while I took her bags.
"It's cool Ma. Which guest room you want? There's one next to my bedroom, three all the way on the other hall, and four on the opposite side of the house."
My mom "thought" about it for a few seconds before making up her mind. "I'll take the one next to you. Just in case I need you for something."
Trying to talk her out of staying directly next to my room, I spoke up. "But Ma, that's what phones are for."
She took the bags from my hands and walked into the room neighboring the master bedroom. "Nahh, I rather see ya beautiful face if I have something I need to see you about."
With that being said she shut the door.
Honestly my mother does shit like this, knowing that I won't say no. But Cyn on the other hand. Whew my mother and Cyn got beef.
They hate each other, but Cyn is cordial for the most part, its my mom who is down right disrespectful.
I know I'm not going to hear the end of this when Cyn comes home.
3 hours later
"Babyyy, I'm back!" I groggily opened my eyes and looked at the entrance of my room. It was Cyn with her heels in her hand. She walked to the bathroom barely managing to get all of her make up off her face.
"Shhhh." My mom is trying to sleep. I tried to get Cyn to lower her voice. Even if the walls weren't paper thin, I wouldn't find it surprising if my mom had a glass between her ear and the wall.
She came out of the bathroom naked, and walked over to me on the couch where I previously fell asleep.
Drunk Cyn was sexy but horny af. She sat in my lap and kissed my neck.
"Baby..My mom."
Ignoring my protest she dove into my boxers causing me to jump.
"Just wait till she leaves okay?" A drunken Cyn rolled her eyes and walked to the bed.
"Fine." She got under the covers and took her phone out.
I wanted to laugh at her but I didn't want to start a conversation so I just followed behind her and laid down.
With my chin rested on her shoulder and my arm around her bare waist, she continued to scroll on Instagram.
"How was the movie?" I asked softly, but she just ignored me and put her phone down.
