Chapter 10 Losses

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We eventually arrived at the hospital again. The car ride was long and tedious. Neither Niall or Liam looked like they we're willing to talk to the other anytime soon. We arrived and checked in, the receptionist was asking like this was a holiday for me or something. We walked in an uncomfortable silence to my room for the night. Within five minutes of me arriving a nurse was calling into her office.

"Miss Payne, there look like there may have been some damage inflicted on the baby. What we're going to do -as you've already been told- is run some blood tests and also take an ultrasound on the baby. So if you could follow me we'll go and get the ultrasound started. Is there anything you'd like to ask?". She was very polite when she spoke to me. She was a nice looking lady, she had a black bob although she didn't follow any of the other stereotypical gothic trends.

"No, I don't think I have any." I replied, sounding more like a question. I looked to either side of me at the boys waiting for their response. They both shock their heads.

"ok then, follow me." she stood up promptly and swiftly exited the room. We walked threw several different corridors before arriving to the right room.

"Ok if you'd like to change into this, please.". She said hanging me one of the hospital gowns.

I nodded my head and went into the bathroom attached. Liam and niall sat awkwardly in the other room. I came back out and laid down onto the bed.

"Okay then, this might be a bit cold." she warned, she applied the cool gel to my stomach. Sliding the ultrasound device up and down it eventually formed a picture of an un born baby onto the screen to my left.

" Ehm-" the nurse stuttered "I'll be right back, just need to check something." She said with what I assume to be her attempt of a reassuring smile. She quickly reappeared with a doctor swiftly following behind.

"Yes I do agree with you judgment." the doctor said to the nurse. Liam, Niall and I all share a concerned look.

The doctor turned to me. " Miss, I so very sorry to say that the fall you received ment that your unborn baby had died. I'm sorry for your loss." he gave me a small sad smile before leaving the room. Everything went blurry, my eyelids felt ten times heavier. I gave in to the temptation and let darkness over come me.

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