It had been a week. In that week so much had changed. I hate changes, like when you were little you had become so settled in what was before an unfamiliar place. Then you have to leave and settle somewhere else only for that to be ripped away from you again. I hate changes.
In the week that had passed I had the unborn baby removed from inside me. I had stayed in the hospital for several days before being released. I was now home at the boys house. Niall and Liam got over their argument, more for my sake than anything.
My feelings for Niall grew stronger for him comforting me whenever he had the chance. Gemma moved in to the house too, that help with the tension. I still haven't seen Rachel or any of my friends since school. I've just been so busy and full of stress to deal with unnecessary people.
Nialls POV.
"You alright mate?" Harry asked me for the forth time in a row.
"Mmm yeah, I'm going to go upstairs I think." I said still in a daze after having a nap. They make me confused after waking up it's unreal.
I trudged slowly up the stairs, stopping at the top, seeing brown hair sticking out past the edge of the banister.
"Poppy?" I chuckled. Feeling slightly more awake now. She smiled up at me.
"Its actually really comfy, the carpet I mean. Really."She whispered. She's not been quite right since she's been back. She patted the carpet next to her, I took this as a signal to lie down next to her.
"How are you Poppy?" I whisper to her, I don't want everyone around to hear us talk.
"I'm not sure, sometimes I'm feeling fine, but then I realize something's missing. Its weird, its like I've lost part of my family again. But this time ive never heard them speak or actually seen them." She looked like she had just realized something. "Niall, I'm never going to see that baby, ever. Hear them, look at them, they now have no chance of living. Because I was clumsy, careless. Its all my fault." She turn into me pressing her head into me. Her wet checks soaking through my thin tank top.
"Pops, I know it will be okay. You know why?" she shocked her head no. " Because you've got us, Liam, Harry, Louis, Zayn and you've got me. You'll be ok with all those people living with you. You know you can trust is, tell us anything and we won't judge you. I mean how could we you're by far the strongest of us all." I said running my hand in her soft hair.
"You really think?" I was now slightly leaning over her.
"No. I know so" I gently pressed my lips to her forehead. I locked our eyes, looking at all the emotions that filled them. "Your so beautiful you know that?" I asked her.
She softly shock her head. "Oh really, you don't?" I asked slightly amused at the fact she was completely unaware of her beauty. I let my fingers dance across her body. Being able to hear her laugh made everything feel normal again.
"You don't know that you beautiful, I'll see what I can do about that. well starters the way you always make my bed for me, without complaining. You never, ever feel the need to cake your face in makeup. You always look beautiful even when you wake up. Your smile and eyes are stunning. You have the cutest tiniest ears. You are so brave and don't even realize it. You are beautiful. Please believe me." Her smile was the biggest I've ever seen it. But she still looked like she was unsure if I was telling her the truth. I covered her lips with my, she didn't registered what was happening at first, but soon moved her lips against mine again.
She broke the kiss and stood up. Holding her hands out for me, I took them and stood up with her.
"I love how you're shorter than me too." I kissed her check. "I love how you always have to have the volume at an even number, so one number won't be left without a partner. Because your caring for everything." I kissed her other check. "I love that you are living with us now." I kissed the tip of her nose. "But most of all I'd love to call you mine." I pressed my lips to hers quickly before looking at her. Waiting for her answer.
"Yes" she breathed, before pressing her lips back to mine. She took my hand in hers, she dragged me to her room. She pulled me down over her on her bed. I supported myself up on my elbows. She looked at me with lust. I kissed her, wanting to be as close as we could. I pressed soft kisses on her collarbones leading to her chest. She was so beautiful. She was mine.
"Niall" She whispered. I looked back up to her smiling. "Your so gorgeous you know."
"Next to you I'm nothing." I replied. She pulled my lips back on hers. Her hands ran up my vest. I let mine slip down to her inner thighs. Running along her pant line. I felt her shudder below me. I knew I wouldn't do anything she might regret. Especially since her cousin was downstairs.
I pulled her on top of me. Although I love doing this I was still tired.
"Will we get ready for bed?" I ask. "You can stay in my room tonight. As I haven't spent a night there in weeks?"
she kisses me hard once more. "Yeah why not. I'll let Liam figure out this by himself." She said referring our new relationship. I could happily say I love, but I don't want to scare her anymore than she already is.
