uhuh so you are the polite version of a badboy ?

chapitre 16

  Well now it has been 2 weeks that i didn't see the guys.. well you'll say how two whole weeks ?? it's impossible since you are at the same university!! ... well you caught me .. I'm actually avoiding them. Don't get me wrong though !! It's not like I hate 'em or something ; no of course no... at least I guess XD . well you see; now it's an exam's period and since I should have high grades to stay in here I should work hard ... and being with these guys seemed to be against my plans of working hard and that's because they are so noisy and energetic...to be honest most of them. They will not let me study in peace so that's why I avoid them and pass the most of my time in the library...ummm I don't know why it sounded like I'm a kind of nerd ..... it's not what it seems I swear >< I'm not that kind of girl who thinks about studies like she's breathing it! though I'm the kind of girl that's obsessed in staying here in Korea . I worked really hard to come here and if it will requires working hard to stay then I'll do it without a second thought ! I'l show you hell (mwahahahahahaha ) anyways now I'm at the library enjoying a science book... I really love science this is something you should know about me .. . so , it was quiet and calm the atmosphere wasn't heavy nor thick yet it was serious everyone in here wanted to concentrate and so am i. as I was about to take some notes I saw in the corner of my eye kang joon passing in front of the door. My heart raced ... please good lord don't make him see me. I held my breath as I shifted uncomfortably into my chair, must to my relief he didn't notice me and continued his walk... I felt a bit weird... did I by any chance wanted him to find me... hey hey I'm here to study ! recompose yourself my girl... did I really wish that ? I sighed in disbelief at my subconscious and I tried to re-dig into my notes but to no avail ... it seemed that my mind hasn't the same plane... I drifted away thinking about nothing and everything, thinking about my home, my friends..... oh dear! My crazy friends... I miss them... suddenly a wave of home sickness washed over me and made me wanna cry but I held back my tears.. it seemed like decades I should be strong! after all, isn't this my dream ? studying in korea ? yes it is! and I worked hard to reach this point, and now I won't back up; I will never give up , I will never let go... I looked back to the time 3pm.. it's been more than two hours.. I'm tired ... I looked back to the book with lazy eyes... but then I saw a huge shadow blocking the light. I lift my head slowly and I found 3 figures lookin' at me.. shit... kim cheol soo ; park jong in and Jackson; I assume they are not so happy 

-so you were here after all ! Busted out Jackson his voice was loud and it cutted the atmosphere like a butter –knife cutting the...... butter

 - we were searching for you everywhere !! added cheol soo with the same octave ... I flinched ; so loud...  but they didn't seem to care they didn't even notice that the library keeper; Mrs. Hyuna was glaring daggers at them... they were so busy scolding me 

-why didn't you- started park jong in but he was soon cutted with an anraged Mrs. Hyuna 

 - SHUT UP OR OUT !! , she was on edge and honestly; I don't blame her ... they looked at her startled then realized what they just did . they paled by the minute , apologized quietly and started to pack my things..what the hell they think are doing ???? great.. just great !! 

-guys let me study In peace I'm not going out of here; i murmured as low as I could

 -but-

 -no buts; cheol soo I just don't wanna ruin all my effo- 

-NOUUNAAAAAAAAAAA '' I recognized that voice immediately ; Sam and he is literally running down the hall screaming out his lungs ... why I am cursed?? ; good lord what have I done ?? except being evil sometimes... I'm an angle (me: cough cough cough ); the next moment I found myself out of the library in front of five boys grinning like idiots.. wait... from when kang joon was here ?