uhuh so you are the polite version of a badboy ?

chapter 18

  I was surprised , startled, and most of it hurt in front of my friend's silence, I was about to give up and go out of the class I didn't care anymore about that lesson , I didn't even care about the teacher in the hall , as I was about to leave ; Seol desperate voice reached my ears

 -kang doo ri ...

 I looked at her my eyes locking with hers

 ''She was the one who broke it , but she threatened me if I tell you..''

 I knew it, I knew it she was her ... but how dare she digg into my stuff and threaten the only female friend I have here ??? She's gonna pay for it...After the lesson I went looking for her , I was gonna make my elf clear ... I found her near the cafee with some same looking girl as her, plastic girls, clones, shits, call them whatever you like... , 

 -hey kang doo ri , I said with a harsh voice as she turned to face me , we need to talk !

 Ok I said that we need to talk but I really wanted to slap her across her Barbie face

 -oh look who's came crawling to me apologizing!!

  She said with her high-pitch bubbly voice, rage raised inside of me and I felt my blood begun to boil 

-i'm afrid you are totally wrong ! the one is going to apologize here is you , didn't you learn that digging into people stuff is impolite?? , or should I also tell you that because your kind of plastic girls are too spoiled to know?'' I snapped at her as I was driven mad , I didn't give her the time to answer me as I continued

 '' not only that , you even threatened my best friend here ! What have she ever done to you ? If there is a fight between us don't ever bring someone else into it , especially when she has nothing to do with all of this , or maybe because you are a spoiled coward that can't face her own doings !! You broke that hair-clip without even knowing it's meaning , it is a gift a very sepecial one ! one of my friends here gave me it and even a simple sorry won't solve the problem now ! how am i supposed to face them after i let some spoiled girl break it ? uh ??"

i felt a pain in my chest as i said that really how am i supposed to face the guys , would they be mad at me because i didn't take care of their gift

-How cute... i didn't think inferior creature like you have this kind of feeling''

my eyes widned at her statment 

'' yeah , you are under me ; and i'm not only talking about the money and fame because it is prettyy obvious and even someone as blind as you could see it ''

i was about to strungle her to death but at the same time i felt confused and a bit worried... could she bring that up... she's a ***** then  

'' i'm talking about your nationality  you're not even from here, she dared to do it, and don't get too stubborn with me because i have every right to hurt you; that is not right!  on the other hand you can't do anything here especially to me you are in my terretory in my country in my home you are just a mere foringer that doesn't belong here; she was rubbing salt into my wounds; by the way you can't concider that girl your friend because she didn't even try to stop me ... i know why she didn't and i don't kinda blame her now

i felt my eyes burn and the tears threatening to flow but not in front of her not to satisfy her ... i felt hurt and alone i wanted to run away i gathered my hatred and dropped it into four word

'' you will regret it '' i didn't know how but it didn't shake like my heart did right now ... i felt so alone ; i felt like i had none by my side i miss my friends back at my home and i miss my home...i turned on my heals and walked steady but after i got out of the school cafee tears cathered in the corner of my eyed and started to roll down my cheeks i surpressed a sob as i ran into the empty halls of the school ; i seached for seol but she wasn't there ah i think she went home ; our classes ended anyway ''by the way you can't concider that girl your friend'' her words echoed into my mind... i needed someone now anyone who cares .. i need to feel safe , i need to feel that i'm not alone.. i need to feel home tears clouded my vesion as i sobbed silently ... please anyone .. of course no one came no one would understand what i feel i was alone to suffer ... more tears streamed down my face i didn't see were i was going now ... suddenly i bumped into someone i left my eyes to meet a familiar amber ones