You cheat
Kissing gilinsky wasn't the worst moment in your life the worst moment is when you knew Derek had to know, it's when you knew that you did more than kiss, you didn't know how to tell him but you knew if had to be in person, you felt terrible and really didn't even mean for it to happen until Jack pushed you up against the wall and kissed you. "I missed this y/n I miss you and that night we had together" turning away from him you see Derek who looks pissed "y/n tell me what I just saw and heard isn't true you didn't cheat on me right" Derek had a rolling down his eye "I'm sorry Derek it was just a kiss and there was more then but it wasn't intended I just- god I don't know" you cried. You walked toward Derek "please forgive me I didn't mean it-it-it was the alcohol" you cried out to Derek who was walking down the hall leaving you and gilinsky in the dust. Three days later you had still not heard a single peep from Derek.
After the last message the door to your well I guess Derek's house now house opened and there Derek stood with what looked like your stuff "THIS IS WHAT YOU GET Y/N FOR BREAKING MY HEART IM GONA BURN YOUR SHIT" running to Derek before he could burn your stuff you jumped on him and kissed him. He tried to push you off "y/n- get- off- of- me" you didn't listen and rubbed his head playing with his hair and kissing his jaw to calm him down. "Why him y/n why wasn't I good enough for you" your both crying at this point, Derek picked you up in his arms and walked to the couch rocking back and forth "I'm so sorry Derek I didn't mean it I just missed you so much when you were on tour and he was there and we kissed and I kept imagining it was you so it turned to groping and then I remembered where you were and stopped I pushed him off as soon as I could, I'm so sorry" shaking back and forth Derek just held you close. "Shhh babygirl it's not okay And honestly I don't understand I was out there making money and being their for my fans and here you go just having to be a hoe with my friends... I should've never trusted you here with them" you knew it would be a long time before he actually trusted you would just wait it out until then
