y/n pov
m/f - my feature like a dimple or laugh line or something
"are you ready y/n cause we're next" i nodded at my best friend to nervous to speak the camera person pointed at us meaning it's our turn so she walked first taking her sweet time, which made me roll my eyes. she then walked over to derek, so i waited till nate was done and he noticed me he opened his arms wide so i walked into them putting my head in his chest. "hello lil mama was going on" i didn't move as a couple of tears came out of my eyes. "you okay" i nodded the only i felt like i could do before pulling away "yeah i'm sorry i'm y/n and i've had a tough year and meeting you just made it like a thousand times better" he smiled his dimple smile and pulled me back in for a hug his chin resting on my head "awe i'm happy that i could make you feel better matter fact stay after the show and say jimanji by the back door and someone will let you in okay" i nodded and moved over to derek. i jumped into his arms and he smiled his big ole grin "well hello there baby how are you doing" i shook with nervousness "if im honest i've a had a shitty year and just meeting you guys just honestly made my world just become so much more brighter" he smiled so hard his laugh lines started to show "come here" he pulled my head down to his chest kissing my forehead. "that's alright i'm glad my beautiful self could bring you joy"i laughed at his joke before hugging him tight one more time and then i walked away. "so were they nice to you" my best friend asked "yeah they were perfect i couldn't ask for anything better" i smiled so hard m/f started popping.
after the show
"okay get home safely" my best friend had to get on a different train than me, "i text you when i'm the house" she nodded and kissed my cheek. i went to the back door and knocked "password" i thought back To the conversation me and nate had "jimanji" the door opened and i walked into the room seeing merch, money, and nate and derek sitting on the couch talking. "who are you" swazz asked me catching everyones attention "oh this my lil sister im taking her under my wing" nate got up jogging towards me hugging me. i wrapped my arms around his waist and he rocked then let go "oh hey this is the one that jumped on me" derek shouted from the back "oh for real you jumping on my mans" kdl came out from somewhere else "well what's her name then" swazz looked at you "my name is y/n" i said kinda shyly somewhat hiding behind nate. "okay y/n how old are you" everyone looked at me "i'm 16/(15)" "that's cool anyways i'm guessing you know who we are but we're gonna run through this anyways i'm swazz that dillion and over there that derek old tommy and the one your hiding behind is nate on and tyler is back there as well and this show were graced by sammy and the jacks i think shawn is here too" i nodded and waved "do you sing or dance or rap" tommy asked "well i can Sing and rap and dance" i looked down blushing a bit but i doubt anyone can see it until nate pinched my cheeks "awe look guys y'all made her blush" i blushed more and they laughed "show us some of your skill" JJ said "okay i guess"
(it's by birds but your gonna hit her notes)
We know full well there's just time
So is it wrong to dance this line?
If your heart was full of love
Could you give it up?
'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special
Don't give me up
Don't give... me up
How unfair, it's just our luck
Found something real that's out of touch
But if you'd searched the whole wide world
Would you dare to let it go?
'Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special
Don't give me up
Don't give... me up
Cause what about, what about angels?
They will come, they will go, make us special
It's not about, not about angels, angels
i finished the song with everyone in the room just staring at me "was i that bad" and then jj gasped "that's shit was fire what are you talking about" i thanked him "rap for us" i nodded and cleared my throat
(yes it's nicki's song but it's yours rn)
I drove for miles
Just to find
You and find myself
All these screams
All these voices
In my head
You gave me strength
Gave me hope
For a lifetime
I never was satisfied
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
It's not your fault
I'm a bitch
I'm a monster
Yes I'm a beast
And I feast
When I conquer
But I'm alone
On my throne
All these riches
I came this way
All this way
Just to say hey
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
I'm givin up baby
I'm givin up baby
(feels like I've been driven for miles)
I'm givin up baby
(and I can't seem to silence these voices in my head)
This time won't you save me
(please save me)
This time won't you save me
(please save me)
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
This time won't you save me
This time won't you save me
Baby I can feel myself givin up
Givin up
"ooo she trynna switch it up on us" sammy laughed out. "you got skill okay i see you"
"i wanna her dance since she wanna be a triple threat" i looked down of course it was swazz "go lil mama swazz calm yourself your getting crazy for no reason" nate stood up for me "okay"
(imagine and dance that beyoncé backups do and it's fire and killer and sexual and just fire)
i breathed out heavy and shook my hands everyone's mouth was wide open "well damn welcome to the group best friend" i fist bumped hayes and sat on the floor. "your pretty chill i guess so i accept you" swazz said with a smile "thanks guys and 1 more thing can y'all lower the price of merch cause it's type expensive with the shipping fee too and i'm type broke"
