After 3 days, my soon to be husband ay nasa Europe na.
We always used Skype to contact each other.
I missed him so much. Di sapat tong communication lang namin eh, through phone.
I'm madly wanted and hunger for his kisses and hugs.
"Go home na Babe! I missed you so much! I wanted to hug you but I can't! Why your so malayo kasi eh!"
Umiiyak na ako nyan. Hindi ako sanay na wala sya sa tabi ko. This is the longist time na nawala sya ng matagal. And going somewhere without me by his side.
"Just bear with it Babe, kunti nalang promise ill coming home" sabi nya.
"Stop crying na babe"
I just look at him, I really missed him. Gusto kung makasama sya eh!
"I need to go babe, i have a meeting, goodnight Babe.. I love you"
"Ok Babe i love you too so much, goodmorning"
Tapos non he logged out.
How many times na ba ako umiyak ngayong 4 days palang syang wala sa tabi ko? .
Is that bad?
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" so kumusta na ang sex life?" Tanong ulit ni Sophia sakin. Again I mean the last time was a week ago.
Tiningnan ko lang sya.
"is that what WE called "TIGANG"?
Sophia added
Nagtawanan naman agad sila.
I just smile and didn't answer.
Yes they are here again. I called them an hours ago to joined me bar hopping later.
Pero nag end up kami sitting here at my sala set. Zipping a little vodka.
"I really don't know why i friended you guys. Your such a big bullies!" Sabi ko sabay inum ng vodka.
"Hahaha yeah right! Because you know?!"
"Were the ones who can make you a friendly person today, you know? Than yesterday!" Jess
"Were those of girls who bullied by you years ago, you know?!" Lena
" and Were the once upon a time who save you from Mr. Samontes rape tortured varies!" Sophia.
I smiled bitterly.
Yes i know... they were nerds before. The group i always played like toys, but also they wer the group who save me from that math teacher who almost raped me. Who took my virginity at the very young age. Innocence.
"Yes , i know that, and i'm thankful about that you guys are still my very best friends until now! I love you so much girls!"
We just group hug. Awww. I'm teared eye na.
"So letsss go! Ayaw kung malasing dito sa bahay ni Jareen Tito so? Tara na sa VBar!" Lena
Nagtawanan naman agad kami.
Yes I was raped but thanks to them I learned how to survive through it and forget the painful feeling..
And I'm very Thankful God gave me this gals, I always dreamed to have before.
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