Naglalakad ako ngayon sa daan at nag aabang ng jeep para masakyan papuntang school ni Janicka. Bunsong anak namin ni Jared.
Si Nicka at Nicholo naman ay nasa States ngayon kasama ng Lola At Lolo nito.
College na sila at si Janicka naman ay elementary. Maraming nangyari sa buhay mag asawa namin ni Jared. Uuwi syang pagod sa trabaho at ako naman ay tinitingnan lang syang matulog all the way.
Iwan ko ba, i feel something different between us but I didn't bother to know what is it.
Napapansin ko lang noon yung mga bagay na biglang nawala at parang iba na. I mean Yes, we still love each other dahil nagsisiping parin naman kami. Pero iba na talaga, parang nakakasawa na.
I was bother that time, i keep on eyeing Jareen when were eating lunch together with Janicka.
I was hoping that he could eye contact with me, but it didn't happen. I was waiting til he gone out and just drive his car out.
I was like Bullsh*t waiting for nothing. Masakit naman talagang mabaliwala ka nalang sa taong mahal mo. Pero kinalimutan ko nalang baka may iniisip lang syang importate kaya he didn't utter anything.
"Oh, Janicka kamusta ang school?" I asked my daughter habang naglalakad kami pauwi. I'm making my self useful, quality time and bonding nadin naming mag-ina.
"It was Fun Mom, and Dad visited me kanina sa Room."
Napahinto naman kami sa Buss Station.
"He did?" Tumango lang sya at sinagot ako. "Yes Mom, Dad and Miss Roan Talked something, they even keep on shouting i don't understand" i looked at her.
Why would Jareen talked to Miss Roan?
It strikes my head. Why I'm bothered?. Pero! Bakit hindi man lang hinintay ni Jareen si Janicka kung pumunta sya sa School nito?.
Its getting nonsense. I hope my thoughts not telling me something stupid.
It was 11:58 pm. Midnight wasn't Jareen's thing. Umuuwi sya ng 7 and he didn't bother to call me or even just drop some text na matatagalan sya ngayon.
Later on.
Bigla nalang syang pumasok sa kwarto na lasing at amoy sigarilyo.
There he goes, the almighty Jared. Ano ba talagang problema ng taong to?.
We've been together for almost 15 years now. At bigla nalang syang naging ganito.
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