various x reader imagine || kpop

12.[BTS] Jungkook <Requested> (Sad)

Dedicated to @kira-alexander

It was a cold night yet when the cold wind blew on her head yet she felt nothing.

That person didn't realise what he done to her and it make her heart froze.

As she knew the last person in this world who cared for her is him and now she left that person.  

Kira's Pov

I don't really care if i die now from freezing as the cold snow slowly numb the pain in my heart.

If only when i wake up, i could lost all my memory but sadly it won't ever happened as I am not the female lead of any cliche dramas.

I knew i only bring bad omen in my life as my true parents died in car accident.

While my foster parents kicked me out of their house as soon as I become legal.

My so-called bestfriend left to another country and betray her promise to still keep in touch with me even though she already in there.

Now my childhood friend who been through with me since I am still in toddler kick me out from his place.

Flashback a few hours ago

It the 10th time between this two weeks, he always come back home later than it should be.

I checked his manager and he told me that their practice finished on 11 pm.

Yet when i took a glances onto my watch it shows that it almost 1 am and he still not coming back to our apartment that we shared together.

Every time I ask why he come later than usual he always said that he is busy with practising.

I knew i am only his childhood friend yet why do I start imagining that it because he met up with other woman?

Am i  jealous?

Tonight for sure i will ask him for sure!

I'm sure he met with other woman and i will tell him to stop it as he must realize his position as an idol.

How the fans will react if they knew he met with a woman at midnight?

I know it's ridiculous but at least i would be a little bit egoist just to know his secret or at least I'll make him introduce that woman at me.

It almost 1 am then when I almost surrender to my dream suddenly there's someone who opens up the door.

Even though I'm really sleepy i forced my eyes to saw him and it is Jungkook.

"Jungkook?" I mutter his name.

"WHAT?" He yelled then he grab a book which located near to him.

"Do you mind explaining the whole reason you started come home later than you should be?"

I said while suggesting him to come close but he didn't react.

"Didn't i already said it to you I have practices?" He slams the book that he just grab earlier.

"Liar... I already ask your manager and he said that your practice ends at 11 pm. What were you hiding from me Jungkook?"

I said while looking at his face then he raised his right eyebrows.

"I said I am home from practice don't you trust me more than someone who you just met a few years ago?" He raise his voice and that make me furious.

"Yet you smells like cheap perfumes and I bet you just kiss some unknown bitch in the hostel right-"

He slapped me quite hard resulting my left cheek become red and it stings.

I run away as fast as i can not knowing where to go then when i realize i already arrive in the park.

While catching my breath i sat on a near bench then i remember all the bad memory that have been buried as i feel happy with Jungkook.

Because all of that i felt quite sleepy and tired so I decided to sleep in here not caring the fact that maybe I'll get a cold or die from the freezing temperature.

As I closed my eyes, a few moments later  i heard footsteps and it is coming more near to me then it stops suddenly when it was so close with me.

The person footsteps patterns is the same with his.

Am i an moron for still wanting him to come even though he just slapped me?

"I must be a crazy to to wait for him to come..."

I mutter quietly then i felt someone grabs my hand, his hand is so warm and big.

Is it Jungkook hands?

"No you aren't kira and i'm really sorry for what i have done to you."

Hearing his voices making me shocked and i repeatedly blinks my eyes to check that he isn't my imagination.

Jungkook's PoV

Why the hell did i slap her before? Did i just vent my frustrations on her since i can't do the stupid dance routine.

Even though she is also wrong for accusing that i was meeting a prostitute in late night.

When actually i was making surprise for her since her long lost best friend just back into the town.

As i realize from my daydreaming, she already gone from our apartments.

I am scared, what if someone kidnapped her? What if i can't saw her beautiful smile anymore.

I rushed to the park that near our apartments, since we were little whenever she felt trouble she always ends up in there.

Not long after i arrived i saw her in the same bench like what she done 10 years ago when her parents died.

She looks really broken and when i just want to touch her hand i heard she muttered that she is stupid as she still want for me to come for her.

After hearing that i grab her hands to reassure her that i am here then i tell her that i am sorry for what i have done before. 

She seems shocks to hear my voice as she saw me and blinks her eyes repeatedly,  it's so cute and it make me want to kiss her right now.

I smiled at her before removing the short distances between our lips, though her lips is very cold but it sweet just like an ice cream. 

Then i embraced her tightly and after i'm done tasting her lips. 

"I really love you so please forgive me and never leave my side."

She nods as i lift her up and take her back to my apartment.