A Confession

Chapter 3

Kayla's POV

Josh looked at me confused and I stifled a laugh, "She's going to document something into her journal." I answer plainly leaving him evermore confused still gaping at me, "About you and Evan..." I continue and a smirk tugs at my lips as he sighs defeated once he knew I was talking about. I get up shaking my head and head over to the kitchen to clean up our empty packets and stuff them into the rubbish, "Ughh, guys I'll be back. I'm going to take out your filthy trash!" I call walking to the door with the tight rubbish bag, I open the door and see Dan and Phil across the hall.

Taking deep breaths I continue and curse when I notice they're also going down. I start to walk faster but I hear Dan call out to me, "Uh hey,  you're Kayla... right?" I smile and blush a little, "Mhmm, that's me. You're Dan, right? Oh,  and you're Phil..." I return the slightly awkward greeting although I knew very well who they were, they both nod with wide grins. Phil chooses to speak up after a few minutes of uncomfortable silence, "We heard a ruckus coming from your flat, is everything alright?". I break out into a fit of giggles as my cheeks redden even more, "You heard? Oh gods, yes, everything is fine.. Just a few of my friends and I were in a heated tickling fight and I might've started throwing cutlery at them..." I murmur the last part embarrassed, they're faces light up as they chuckle lightly and I shake my head, "Don't be mean... its very serious..." I pout dramatically and they both stop but keep the humour in the air.

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"I had an almost full on conversation with them!" I squeal as I return from my adventure downstairs and all heads turn to me dulled other than Evans which was light up with a dangerous glint in his eye, "Tell me everything!" He tugs at my hand as well as Josh's while pulling us all to his room which he cleaned up... probably for Josh.
"Okay well, they heard us screaming and the clatter of my throwing skills... So they asked me if everything was okay and I told them what had happened and they laughed-" I get interrupted by Evan gasping, "They laughed at my poor little boo... How dare they?.." I giggle at him and continue my story, "Well, after that I basically just told them not to laugh because it's a very serious matter and they stopped. I guess that's it though..." I sigh afterwards and lay down on his bed. "Is that what an almost 'full on' conversation is to you?" Evan and Josh exclaim at the same time with priceless expressions. I nod simply as heat rises to my cheeks and I hide my face behind the bed sheets.
There was a knock on the door and Sam peeks her head in, "Dan and Phil are here... They've asked us if we want to go to dinner with them.." Josh was about to tell her that they had already eaten but was shut up by Evan who kissed him and saved my life, I smile up at Sam and nodded, "We'll be right there.." She slowly closes the door and squeals erupted from me and Evan as Josh slowly recovers from the surprise kiss as he softly touches his lips. "Ohmigosh we're going to dinner with Dan and freaking Phil!" I throw my arms up in the air and jump off the bed as I open the door. "I shall go get ready.. And you should too." I wink at the two as I walk to my own room.

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I took a short but deep clean shower, I was happy but inside I had a bubbly anxiety that drew my hands to the blade under the sink. "He'll never like you.. You're nothing to him... To anyone" my mind made me say these things as tears pricked my eyes and as I repeatedly pressed the blade and slid it across my wrist a couple of times before I I turned the faucet on and washed the blood away, I wrapped my arm up and went on to find a cute outfit.
I found a short cute black dress with long sleeves and my stockings to wear as well as my black flats. I looked at myself in the full length mirror and sighed. "I guess I look okay... Now eyeliner..." I spoke to myself and rushed to the table and picked out my eyeliner which I added a fair amount of on the lid on my eyes. The doorbell rang and I ran out and saw the two couples waiting up for me as Dan and Phil walked in through the door.

Okay sucky filler chapter and I might make the next one in Dan's POV.. Comment what you think so far and thank you for continuing to read this..