chapter 4

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I woke up by the sound of my phone. I let out a groan.
N: hello?
?:ahhhh!!!!
N: JENNIFER! STOP SCREAMING!
J: sorry, anyways, how you doing? How is your new home like?
N: I'm doing good, you just woke me up. And so far it's okay. I thought they lived in a normal house or apartment but no. They live in a fucking mansion Jenny. There are like 80 rooms. Oh and I love my room. Is like huge, bigger than your apartment. I thought maybe it would be so girly, since they really don't know me that well. Its painted dark purple, with posters of our favorite bands and a fucking mini fridge!  It was filled with Dr pepper!!!
J: OMG really!? I have to go visit  you one day with my Sally. wait how did they know what you like?
N:... my step brother told them what I like.
J: ohhh isn't he like a year older than you? You two should be a thing, since y'all use to text a lot and call.
N:.Jenny wipe that grin off your face. He is just my brother and nothing else,  okay. God I some times want to fucking slap you
J: but you can't  because you love me.
N: whatever Jenny, wait! Sally? When did that happen?
J: after you left... she told me she loves me. So we been together for a day. What time is it over there? it's like 4 in morning  here in Georgia.
N: Its 5pm. Why are you awake at this time?
J: um.... I don't know.... okay I am at Sally's house....  yes we did it.
N:aish... okay, I got to go Jenny, please be careful okay, luv u
I hung up.  Aish that girl, I swear.  I got off my bed and headed to the main living room.  30 minutes later I got there.  "Nabi-ya " I turned around and saw him. "Hello Nabi" he said. He was wearing a dark green suit, had his gray hair comb back. He had his business suitcase.  "Hello... father" I said. "How have you been?" He asked looking at his phone. "I have b-" " sorry Nabi,  but i have to go. See you in 2 weeks" he said. "Here". He handed me some money. "Bye" with that he left. "You will never change" I mumbled. I threw the money on the coffee table.  And sat on the sofa. "Oh! You must be Miss Nabi" I turned around and saw a random guy carrying some grocery bags. "Yeah, it's just Nabi, um who are you?" I asked.  " oh okay, I'm JinHo . I am the chef." He told me. "Nice to meet you" I told him. He looked young to be chef. He looked like he was around 22.

He was wearing black rip jeans and a white shirt

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He was wearing black rip jeans and a white shirt. "dinner will be ready in a hour, is there anything you want me to make you?" He told me. " oh okay, and no thank you" I told him. He gave me a smile and left. I decided to go back to my room. I unpacked my suitcase. I place a picture frame of my mom on the small table that is close to my bed. "Mami.... I miss you..." I told her. "I miss your hugs..." I felt my tears stream down my cheeks. "I wish I could have said goodbye... but stupid me decided to leave you alone to go hang with Jenny and Nancy. I still believe if I was there....  you would still be alive" I told her. I wiped off my tears. I grabbed my bag to get my journal. "What!? Where is my journal?! " I began to search all over my room, but I couldn't find it. "Where is it?! I know I put it in my bag last night, wait!"
                       Flash Back
"Yeah,  lived in Atlanta all my life. This is my first time coming to Korea, and honestly I'm really nervous " I explained.  "Oh cool, so is like someone going to-" Yugeom was cut off by my phone ringing."sorry, can one of you hold my journal?" I said.  I gave my journal to Youngjae, and I answered it.
                    End of flashback
OMG!!!! He has my journal!! I am going to die! What if he read it! No no no! OMG! He will because I wrote it in Korean!! I wrote about him! Ugh! He will find out everything that is wrong with me. He would think I am a freak. I wrote how I wanted to kill myself. No he will find out how I have struggle in the past 7 years. I took a deep breath. Why should I care anyways? Its not like I will ever meet them again. I mean he probably threw away or something.  "Dinner!!! " I heard SooWan yell. I took a deep breath and head to the south side of the mansion.
Hoped you enjoyed it,  sorry for the grammar.  ~pandashygirl

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