My name is Anabelle Wilson, I'm 16 and I live at home with my parents. We live in a small town and life here is pretty good, I go to school, get good grades and all of my teachers like me. So, nothing to be sad about right? Nothing really awful has happened to me, I have never lost a loved one. Sure people make comments and spread rumours, but that's all part of high school life, right?
I've never done anything wrong, never been mean, never spread rumours, never bullied anyone. Yet, for some reason, everyone thinks it's okay to pick on me and spread rumours. I don't understand it and no matter how much I try to ignore it or try to push it away, it always comes back. It's like I can never escape it, the constant replays in my head, the negative thoughts that always accompany it, and of course, the now ever present feeling of worthlessness. These feelings build and build until they finally get their wish, until they finally push you off the edge of that cliff down into the hole of darkness and despair. I was pushed, I am now in that seemingly never ending black hole of nothing. Everyday is a struggle to get out of bed, everyday is a struggle to leave my house because I know what awaits me. Lies, fear, loneliness, no escape. As I got more distant, so too did my 'friends' and soon I had no friends at all.
My name is Anabelle Wilson and I have a secret, I cut myself to feel control in my life.
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A Fatal Attraction
Teen FictionMeet Anabelle. A regular 16 year old who goes to school everyday and doesn't really talk much. Enter Chase, a confident young guy who seems to have a zest for life. When the two collide a whole world of new things is opened up to them. Love brings...
