KIANNAH
With me and Jordan not seeing eye to eye on certain topics , he tries to make it up . But it always backfires, like it always will charm me.
Me and Jordan had a heated argument this morning, he wanted to spend some time with me but I kept trying to leave .
" baby , why I can just spend some time with you " Jordan said .
" Jordan , look I know you wanna spend time with me but it's just a lot right now "
" like what , you and Justin " he said with a serious look.
" Are you serious right now , I'm not a cheating bitch , for the thousandth time "
" Well , when I was on tour y'all seem close "
" You know what , Jordan I'm done with yo bullshit right now " I said as I left the bedroom .
Jordan is really irritating me , now with this Justin thing and this baby issue it's a lot . I feel like my marriage is falling apart . We can't seem to get our heads together. I just want things to calm down . Jordan came out the room , and left . I just sat there just crying , it just keeps hitting me . "Like is our marriage falling apart ?"I asked myself . Yea , we argue but this wasn't a average argument. I kept blaming myself for this , all Jordan wants to do is love me , but I keep Ignoring him .
I went down on my knees and started to pray .JORDAN
My wife , won't even let me love her it's just hard . I'm her husband and why won't let love her . I walked to a nearby bar to blow off some steam . I kept getting tagged in pictures, about Justin and Kiannah. But I have been trying to figure what's wrong with Kiannah, I think she is stressed out over a lot .
I looked at my phone , Kiannah texted me to come back to the hotel .
I wondered what was finna happen know , Kiannah is a very sensitive person and would apologize so much until you forgive her .
So I had my couple of drinks then walked back to the hotel .
I opened the door , and their she was standing by the kitchen counter.
I looked at her for a second , then she gave me a hug . " I'm sorry Jordan , I'm so sorry , please forgive me " she cried.
I held onto her . " Its just their is so much on my mind and it's been stressful and I'm just so ... nervous "
"Nervous of what?"
"what life has taken me so far , seeing that things are changing and it's been great risks" .
" Then this baby issue , and Justin rumors "
" I want you to love me , but I feel like with us everything is crumbling "
" baby " I caressed her hair .
" Again , like I said , Through the best and the worst, Through the difficult and easy . What may come I will always be there . As I have given you my hand to hold so I give you my life to keep so help me God ". I said to her .
She laid her head on my chest . I kissed her forehead.
" I know life is changing for you but , we got this "
She kissed my lips .
YOU ARE READING
Butterflies
General FictionKiannah Parker is a hardworking wife , mother & woman . Who tries to make something out of her life . While living in ATL she gets a great deal becoming a model .... But her life changes and becomes a great risk !