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責め苛む excruciate | 章 ❷❸

                     days have shifted and still, jimin's death wasn't given justice. there were still no traces of the murder.

people in the neighborhood
got really frightened
because of what happened recently.

first, the jeon family
and now, jimin.

mom called and she cried with me
upon remembering jimin.

it hurts.

and she informed me
that they won't be home
for another year.

but what's sick is
that she warned me
when i told her about taehyung.

she warned me about him.
and it pained me even more.

i asked her why but she told me
that it was for me to know
and to find out.

i condemned myself inside
my house as much as i can.

i didn't want to see the
outside anymore.

i don't want to see
it's cruelness.

i was fragile.
i felt extremely numb.
i froze in place
while i suppress the agony
hidden within me.
i let out whimpers.
i let out howls.

i felt the insanity present within me.
i felt the loneliness enveloping me.

i tried to find for the remedy
but it's been days
since i last saw taehyung.

he's my only chance
to ease this pain of mine.