Save Me 『Kim Taehyung』

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"If our hands touch, even if it's all at once it only seems like it's going to be crumbs" - BTS

『12am』

•third person•

"Hyung, I think I like Haru."

The moment Taehyung said that, Seokjin's eyes almost popped out of the sockets as he stared at the younger boy. Seokjin had no words for him because he already heard about Jimin's feelings.

"I like her so much it hurts seeing her with Jimin. She likes him, I know it." Taehyung held his head down low in despair. Taehyung knew he had no chance against Jimin. He saw how much their feelings have grown for each other, there was no way he could come between them. He loved them both way too much to cause trouble.

But, he couldn't see them happy together while he sat there alone just watching them. It is true that he fucks around with girls, but he only did it because he didn't want to believe his feelings for Haru. He thought maybe if he ignored those dumb feelings they'd go away, but oh god he was wrong. He just filled with jealousy as he saw them together. He was like a pot overflowing with water.

"Taehyung," Seokjin called for him. Taehyung raised his head and looked at Seokjin with his glossy eyes. He wanted to cry, he has never felt this way for anyone. Seokjin has never seen Taehyung like that before so it took him by suprise by actually seeing tears roll down the younger boy's cheeks.

"Taehyung?" He called out again, not sure if he were actually crying, but seeing the fear of losing her in Taehyung's eyes made Seokjin pull him in for a hug. Seokjin knew Taehyung had no place to call home, Haru and Jimin knew also. He just stayed in a house. His parents were never in that house and when they were, they always fought. It was just a shell of empty feelings or no feelings at all but hate, just like him.

"We're not even dating, but why do I fear losing her?" Taehyung asked, sobbing into Seokjin's shoulder while hugging the older boy also. Seokjin had no answer for the boy, so he just huffed, petting Taehyung's hair. He didn't want to make Taehyung or Jimin sad because he loved them both. How could they like the same girl?

Seokjin looked up to see Haru running towards them. She was panting hard. After all, Taehyung did pull Seokjin a bit far away from the playground. When she finally got to the too boys she started at Taehyung, who was still crying into Seokjin's shoulder while hugging him.

•Min Haru•

I stared at Seokjin when he put a finger over his thick lip, telling me to leave Taehyung alone. They looked as if they were shooting a movie scene between two boys that broke up with each other, but then couldn't be without each other.

Taehyung was hiccuping and crying, wetting Seokjin's shirt, but Jin didn't look like he cared at all. He quietly kept patting Taehyung's head while smiling at me, but then Taehyung raised his head and wiped away tears away. His back towards me he yelled at Jin while tugging on his shirt, "It's too late, hyung. It's too late."

As puzzled as I was, I didn't want to interrupt them. I just heard someone crying and I wanted to make sure they were alright. Taehyung coldly walked away from Jin and I, bumping into me, but he didn't even stop to glance at me. Even though he only slightly pushed me, it hurt more than it should, but it wasn't physical pain. I furrowed my brows at the guy as he walked away and then I looked back at Jin.