I didn't know where we were going.
I looked down at Tia in the dim, orange streetlights.
She was wearing her pink Barbie puffy jacket with a furry hood.
Her thick, black eyelashes, contracted well with the fake fur, surrounding her tiny face.
I was still holding her hand as we walked down empty roads.
We were gonna go to Keenans house, I finally decided.
I smiled as I thought of him.
He was my boyfriend of 2 years.
I loved him so much.
I knew that he would be willing to keep me and Tia for as long as we needed.
I didn't have battery on my phone, to call him but I could see lights on in his house and knew he was in.
I went to ring the doorbell but saw that it was already open.
I stepped in, pulling a sleepy Tia in with me.
I froze as I reached the bottom of the stairs.
I looked down at a pair of heels.
And they sure as hell weren't mine.
"Tia, stay here I'm coming back."
As I walked up the stairs I could hear moans.
I felt sick.
Oh, so this nigga wanna do me like that.
Iight.
I held back my tears.
He didn't deserve to make me waste valuable water over him.
As I reached the top of the stairs, I was about to enter his room...
But for what?
I already knew what was happening.
Why did I need to put my heart through anymore than it could take.
I kicked the door open then ran back down the stairs, just so he knew I was here.
I heard a shriek, then a thud, then footsteps coming after me.
I ran as fast as I could, picking up Tia and the bags, on my way out.
"Summer, baby..." I heard him say as I power walked down the street.
I stopped and turned to look at him, just so he could see what I was going through, 18, nowhere to go, with a 5 year old at 10:45 at night.
He had a bed sheet wrapped around his waist. He didn't even finish his sentence. I turned back around and walked. I didn't even know where I was going.
I sat at a bus shelter and cried. Tia was now asleep on my lap.
I knew that it wasn't right for me to have Tia out at this time. It was beginning to rain.
We ran into a phone box and I dialled the number of my bestfriend , Day(Deshawn).
It rang 3 times before he answered.
Me: Day...
Deshawn: Summer is that you.
Me:Yeah..(in between sniffles)
Deshawn: Aye ma where you at? Calling from a pay phone at this time of night.
Me: Please come pick me up. Ive got Tia.. and I have no-where to sleep.