how can a thug love me

chapter 4

Two weeks later me and Lynisha was at my house watching tv. Someone throws a break threw my window. Lynisha said ain't nobody do that but Darren or his bitch. Speaking of her you seen the stastious She been posting . no I haven't she said girl you know She be tagging me in it I tell her So why don't you just make one of her and post. I'm not worried about that irrelevant ass bitch. You must do or feel some type of way. You know what kiss my ass Lynisha. You need to get some first . Whatever you say I have enough for me lol.I seen your husband when I got off work the other day. That's good I seen him yesterday at your neighbors house. Yeah speaking of jafriss you know he still an asswhole I said. Yeah he texted me earlier He want to know what to do about the Darren situation. Lynisha said that's easy dead his ass. He had no business coming in my house like he that man. He just signed his death wish she stated. Ok Lynisha I have a secret you know the money Darren is saying is missing. Yeah what about it she said. I really did take it but he doesn't have any prove. You really believe that why is he coming after you lanika. That man know you took his money. It wasn't that much it was only twenty five grand.You need to tell jafriss and my husband. Oh that's hubby today .What he was yesterday. Fuck you lanika you and jafriss need to get it together. You'll been playing to long.Man whatever what you going to do about your marriage .I was at his moma house last night I stayed the night. I had been drinking He pulled me over. He was like you my dam wife and you out here driving and drinking. An your ass caring my seed. I said you my husband and you fucking these bitches like you not married. Man Lynisha cut that shit out. I don't have to cut shit out next time you fuck a hoe don't accidently call your wife. You know what I going to fuck the next man and tell you.Girl what he say when you told him that I said. He grabbed my ass and said you better take that shit back. I'm not taking shit back. He said Lynisha your ass bet not do that shit . I'm like watch me . Girl he grabbed me again and said Lynisha you better watch who you talking to. Girl He shock me up so bad I never seen him look at me like that.Girl I was so scared I didn't know what to do.Before I knew it I was popping his ass . He grabbed me again Lynisha please come down. So he called his partner to come to the scene. When baxster got there I was throwing up everywhere.he told him to stay at the location so he can get me home.I said I'm not going anywhere with you . Yes you are his ass going to say.So his ass didn't take me home we went to his moma house.Why he didn't take you home.I guess he thought I was going to do him something. Girl he had his moma coming in there checking on me.When he got back there I was still sleep. So he got in the bed with me and held me. I woke up I was still in his arms. Girl I had to pee and I'm like Justin I have to pee you can let me go now. He even followed me to The bathroom I'm like I'm not going anywhere. He was like I just wanted to make sure you straight. so how you feel now. I feel a whole lot better thanks for everything. He said you know I always got your back. I just looked at him and smilled. After I took my shower and brushed my teeth we went back to sleep . When I woke up he was still sleep . I figured he was still tired so I got up to make breakfast. When I got in the kitchen Justin's moma was drinking coffee. She going to say you want a cup. I'm like no mame I'm good. Do you want any breakfast I asked she was like no baby you now I don't do breakfast .She asked what was going on with me and Justin. I told her how I heard him and one of his coworkers getting ready to have sex while his phone dialed me by accident. She was like he would slow down He realised how he been messing up she stated .She was like he got it honest he get from both sides of the family she stated. So me being lanika so ask so that's why jafriss is a man hoar. I'm not saying that lanika but she but she told me he get it from both sides. So what's going on with you and jafriss lynisha asked. Well nothing I still have a dry attitude when it comes to him. Girl you know he still be lieing about these nothing ass chicks. I just got through with that bullcrap with Darren. Speaking of Darren Lynisha stated . I said what about him. Him and his chick was at the mall holding hands. Girl her face dropped when she saw me.. Girl I don't even really care anymore that was a waste of my time. I could have been doing other things besides dateing a nobody . back to you I said . what about me Lynisha said . Why was was you drinking and you pregant. I don't know I was in my feelings.I see why Justin got off on your ass you know better. I know I will not do it again . we need to do something about this window I said I'll call baxster. Why you can't call justin I asked. I don't have time to deal with him right now. He be having me in my feelings. Lynisha said you know what lanika you call baxster.So I called detective baxster. He came thirty minutes later. I made a joke up .glad I'm not dead. He spoke to me and Lynisha.She had a dam attitude and spoke dryly. Why we are so salty. You know your man out there in the jeep. I told you clearly I didn't want to be bothered with Justin today.He was like that my boy he the only one I let ride with me. Lynisha that's my boy my ass you knew when you were on the phone with lanika I didn't want you to bring justin .Right when she was talking crap Justin walks in . She walks back in my room and stays there until they leave. Girl he really be having that ass in them feelings. Man whatever jafriss be having you in yours to. Girl so what they say. They took the brick to see if the could get fingerprints. They said it might be a few weeks.So when you going to stop acting like that with justin. When he take our marriage seriously. If he didn't want to be married to me and wasnt ready he should have never took that step with me.look Lynisha I feel and understand what your going through . You guys are going to have to eventually sit down and talk.. I know I want him to come to me and talk when he is ready . lanika I didn't cheat outside the marriage he did. I know but Lynisha he was trying to talk to you today when they we're here. Girl please I went though his phone the other day at his moms house it ain't just nacey. Wow Ima just let you and him handle that Ima stay out of it. An hour later Lynisha left my house and I walked over to jafriss  house justin was over there. He was like man why your cuz tripping on me she wouldn't even look at me today I don't know but you'll need to figure it out. She been tripping since she left moms house. I thought we were good knowing me and her messed around that morning. See that's you'll problem if you'll on bad terms why complicate it with sex. Her ass didn't tell me that . after she made breakfast we did what we did got up to take a shower. I come back she was gone. I called her she was tripping justin what you want I'm busy and hung up on me. You to need to get it together. Jafriss I came to see did you have an orange exstiction cord. Yeah I got one lanika go to my bedroom and get it.You aint slick I'm not going into your room to get no cord you go get it. Well you don't need It then. Fine I will go get it don't be trying anything crazy. While I was walking to his room he was staring at me. Man lanika ain't nobody going to bite you. Jafriss you wouldn't know how to bite if I asked you. You tell yourself that you remember what happend few years back. I remember you wasn't ready then and your sure as hell not ready now. I've been seeing them nothing ass chicks coming and going. Man I done told you . they don't be over here for me. So jafriss I supose to believe that.
I'm mean lanika I'm not asking you to . just trust and believe when I say I 've been down for you since day one . jafriss I heard that shit from you before . I can't trust what your saying is genuine cause you let me down before. Ima a changed man I'm not going to keep telling your ass this shit. You don't know when somebody really want your ass cause these lames you been dealing with . You know jafriss you keep saying shit but your actions be on other things. Lanika ok my actions will prove you wrong. Whatever jafriss I have too go. Hey lanika he grabbed me an.  pulled my face down still running his mouth. We need to have a meeting on what we going to do. Ok jafriss I will get back with you about that. My phone started to ring. hello the caller asked is this lanika wright. Yes this is who is this. This your mothers neighbor it was a house fire she got out but she is in the hospital. I'm on my way there . i was so in shock an worried. she had to be ok.I asked jafriss and Justin to come ride with me.When we made to the hospital it was a distraught Lynisha there . I asked here what happend. lyronda was doing her party menu she asked me to drop the menu of. I went in the house anuntie Jewel was titied up . it was a fire in the dining room.She told me who started it. Who in the hell was it Lynisha. it was Darren. You mean his mutherfucking ass touched my mom you'll he is going to far.See The difference in between me and him I'll take it all the way. So what you mean by that jafriss said. I have some dirty laundry I need to get ride of. So I need to get back on my no sleep game. We went and checked on my mom she was fine .The Dr said he was going to keep her overnight for observation. We left the hospital and went back to Justin's and Lynisha's .Everybody was staying the night there. We bust out laughing cause justin comes from out his bedroom. He said Lynisha put him on the coach . So he was like he had to sleep on the coach. It was time for me too make some retaliation for my mom getting hurt. So I already knew who was going to be my victim. I made it to her house in no time. I'm glad he wasn't there. I snuck in the back and headed upstairs to a sleeping rodaysha I woke up her by slapping her with my gun.She was like how did get in. I said shut the hell up . I aimed my gun at her head and leg . I don't want to kill her cause she is pregant so I shut her in the leg and arm. I walked out the house like the boss I was.