how can a thug love me

chapter 11

So you mean to tell me that you talked to me to get to jafriss. Darren you don't make sense. you talking about how you love me an want to kill me.I know one thing I'm going to protect myself at all cost. Like I said lanika if I can't have you want nobody have you. So why did you kill my grandmother and dad Hell Darren you even tried to kill my mom. You set her house on fire with her in it. I was in love with you an rodaysha. You was going to my enemies with all your problems.You hurt me doing that an I wanted to make you hurt.Well Darren you doing what you did you made me become your enemy. So Ima tell you right now its you or me an Ima hell of a fight. Well ms.Wright let the war begin. I hung up on Darren an continued to were my family was. I called recardia from my cell phone. Hey is everybody over there. Yes an we have been waiting on you. Well I'm on my way. I made to monchos fifteen minutes later. So I parked my car an got out. When I made into the house everybody was saying that ill be late to my own funeral. My mom asked me how Lynisha an the baby was.She even asked how jafriss was. She told me she wanted to apologise to jafriss for the way she asked. I didn't mean to take my anger out on him I was just upset I just hope he can forgive me. Mona I know he will forgive you just call or go see him. You know he reminds me so much o your father. I just want what's best for you my love. If he makes you happy then your Moma is happy. Well moma we not in a relationship yet .Well the way you'll act could have fooled me.So an hour later we were done with the planning for my dad an grandma's funeral. I went straight home . My house was a dam mess. I will clean up tomorrow to tired to clean today. I went an took a shower an layed down. That sleep felt so good well I guess I need that rest. Went to the kitchen to fix me a bowl of cereal.while I was eating it was a knock at my door .Dam can't even enjoy my food in peace. Opens the door it was jafriss. Man what do you I need a hug wifey. Boy stop I'm not even your girlfriend. Yes you are. Who says that I am.I said that you are. Jafriss what do you want I'm trying to eat.I want you to take a ride with me. To were jafriss. Twenty minutes outside Atlanta. Can you wait until I finish eating. No I'll buy you something else to eat.No I want to eat my cereal. He goes an get my bowl an pours it in the sink. You bastard I was going to eat my food .like I said I'll get you something else now go an get ready. You going to love were we are going. Yeah right . I went upstairs an got dressed. When I made back to my kitchen jafriss was on his phone. Who you talking to one of your hoes. Man Ima call you back I'll see you in a minute. You need to stop with that shit lanika. I told your ass I don't have any hoes.You keep dangling the past over my head. No jafriss you keep bring your past to the present. Lanika we will talk about this later. Just get your ass to the car. Who you talking to jafriss. I'm talking to you. Are you asking telling or making me. I'm telling you get your ass to the car now. I can stay my ass here an went to My room. Five minutes later jafriss came to my room door . lanika I'm sorry he said through the door. Can you please come out. I finally came out. We went outside to his ride. You know what can we take your car I don't have that much gas. So we got in my car an we headed twenty minutes outside of Atlantia. He was looking at me funny. Jafriss they have nice houses out this way. I wonder hwo could afford these beautiful houses out here. Lanika can you quit talking your killing me. Jafriss I don't talk that much. Girl yes you do you talk more then the energizer bunny. So we pulled up too this beautiful home. I wonder who lives her I said to myself since Jafriss says I talk to much. We pull into the drive way an he cuts the car off. Jafriss gets out the car an he told me wait in the car. Why would he have me to wait in the car what the hell is doing here. Some man opened the door for Jafriss an he went in along with him. So I know his ass ain't have me to come all the way with him so he could do a drug deal. If he got me out this way for that I'm getting out to cuse  his ass out. So I get out an walk to the door an knock on it. Some lady answered the door she was looking me up an down. I did the same .so can I help you she said.yes you can were is Jafriss. He is in the back all go get him for you. When he came inside I got on his cases Jafriss I know dam well you didn't have me come all this way for a drug deal.lanika your ass is bugging I came out this way so you can meet my family. Come on back so you can meet my dad an stepmom. He grabbed my hand and lead me to the backyard. Everyone I would like for you to meets my so to be girlfriend and future wife lanika. Well looka her my son sure picked a beauty Jafriss dad said. You look familiar Mr. Watson said. Yeah I leave next door too him I'm not his girlfriend.I knew I had seen you before he said. You are a nurse his dad asked me. Yes I am I plan on advancing my nursing career soon. What kind of nurse are you now the woman who was at the door earlier asked me . I am an rn right now. I want to be nurse practitioner.you are better than those other chicks Jafriss has brought by his stepmom said. I told her thank you Mrs. Watson. I was kind of taking back by what she had said. So I made a mental not to ask Jafriss how many women has he brong home too meet his family. So during dinner Jafriss dad asked  you know we never really meet. Ive seen you coming an going for time to time going home. My son would talk a lot about you . you must be someone he likes cause he never talk this much about a woman his stepsister chimmed in. So his  stepmom wanted me too tell her a little about myself. Well I grew up as a army brat. We moved around a lot. when my dad retired from the army he wanted us movie back to Atlantia were he was born. My mom is actually form Chicago she meet my dad when she was in college. He was taking college courses at the school she was attending.My mom is also rn too I wanted to be just like her when I grew up . that's why I am a rn now. I am the baby of four siblings. Lets see I moved next door to jafriss eight  years ago. An he came on my doorstep to bring me my dog puddles he had ran her over. He said I'm sorry I didn't mean to hit her I'll buy you another. I was crying by me another .you cant replace puddles she was like family. I was cusing then you bring her to me  dead  he got back with me. Look ma I could have thrown her away. I was doing right by letting you know. An what kind of owner let's their dog out at night not on a leash . you going to pay for what you did to my dog. So I called my dad an mom an let them know what happened. My mom actually agreed with jafriss side not mines. Two days later jafriss comes with a look alike puddles. He told me I know this cant replace puddles or bring her back. I told him thank you for the gesture an his effort. An the dog he brought peeed all on my fresh shampooed carpet. His stepmom said no ir didn't while laughing. I said yes mame an started laughing. You want to know something I kept puddles number two up into she died last year. I talked to somemore of jafriss family until it was time for us too leave.me an jafriss said our goodbyes. His family told me to make sure I come back for a visit. I told them I will. his stepmom told me to make sure I kept jafriss in line. I told her Mrs. Watson I would make sure He behaves. She told me don't call her Mrs. Watson. Marie would suit her just fine. I was making her feel old. So we got in the car an headed home. While I was driving jafriss asked how did I meeting his people. Too be honest they seem like they are real cool. I was nervous off my ass you could have told me that's were we was going. I could have put some of my best clothes on. He told me do me a favor an drop me off at the trap so I can see what's going on over there.so I stoped by his trap house dropped him off.I. decided I would go by the hospital an check on my cousin. When made to the hospital wasn't anybody there but Justin An Lynisha. He was setting in a chair with is head in Lynisha's lap. She. was rubbing his head. I guess he was sleeping. She looked up an said what's up cuz. Nothing just got back from meeting jafriss people on his dad said. How did it go Lynisha asked me . it went ok they seem like eye are pretty cool. Have you meet his dad them I asked Lynisha yeah once or twice with Justin. So when are you coming home I asked her. Hopefully tommorw she said. I tryed to get Justin go home but said he wanted to stay her until I got out . so he finally rose his head up. I'm glad sleeping beauty is up I told him. I said Justin you look like shit. He said I feel like it. He asked were jafriss was. I said he is at the trap. He said I do need  to talk to him ill call him or see him tommorw. Lynisha told Justin baby I told you to get you some rest.You think I'm going to leave you in the hospital knowing Darren hasn't been dealt with yet. I called his number earlier. What did have to say Justin asked.he was ramblings on an talking about he was never interested in me at first.he said he only talked to me to get to you an jafriss. He said that fell for the enemies girl. He was like if he couldn't have me
he would make sure jafriss didn't have me . he also told me I turned myself into on of his enemies So I had to be handled too. You know what lanika call an see if you could meet up with him Lynisha stated. Lynisha I'm not about to meet up with Darren an be murked . I was just trying to come up with an idea. So I call Darren an he says I know you missed daddy