how can a thug love me

epilogue

It had been two weeks since I delivered Darren gift wrapped on his mother's door step. Me an Jafriss was at my house watching tv. It was a knock at my door. Hwo is it I said. Its Justin lanika open the door. I opened the door to let Justin in. Justin why you stop by so late.lanika you have a warrant for your arrest. Justin for what cause I. Knew I had did a lot if shit lately. They just want to ask you some questions about Darrens murder. You want to take me in . lanika I can't but call your lawyer an don't say nothing. Jafriss got on the phone an called my cousin nerrissa Jones. She told him she was on her way to my house in about thirty minutes. When she got there she was like lanika we have Some good an bad news . they don't have any evidence against you. What they have is hear say she say. You can go up there an talk to them they can only hold you seventy two hours. Nerrissa I'm not going up there they can come an talk to me. Me an the district attorney are good friends I think I can get him to throw it out the warrant. Wait a minute is your ex boyfriend the district attorney. Yes I'll talk to him lanika nerrissa said to me. She left my house an two days later two detectives came to my house to arrest me . nerrissa was at the police station when I got there. They keep me for three days trying to ask me questions an I was I plead the fifth on them ass. They let me go an the reason is thanks to nerrissa they really had no case. Nerrissa told her ex boyfriend to drop the charges. He knew that anybody could have bodied Darren. She even told him you forgot about your beef with Darren. So you trying to put warrants out for lanika was not cool Travis. Nerrissa I'm sorry you know that I didn't know it was lanika until last week I had already told them to pick her up I thought it was somebody elese with the same name. Well Travis you ass better fix it an I'm not playing . ok nerrissa I will drop them an the whole case just tell lanika to stay out of trouble. Hello I am right here you can tell me. Yeah you are but your ass don't listen. Travis blurted out. Yeah you an nerrissa don't listen either. Lanika what do you mean by that nerrissa stated. If you guys would have listens to me you'll would still be together. Lanika I don't know what your talking about. An my moma said come buy an see her sometime. Nerrissa said ok Travis .I will an thank you Travis. An lanika tell Travis thank you also. I told him thank you an he left.this conversation is between us lanika I'm your family an I want to know did you have anything to do with Darrens death. You don't want that answer Nerrissa. I take that as a yes nerrissa said.
Travis is going to help me an you out lanika can you please stay out of trouble. I promise if you get me out of all this legal trouble I will stay out of trouble. So I we left the police station an I went home. When I got there Jafriss Justin an Lynisha was at my house. Lynisha said we were worried sick about you. Guys I'm fine I'm going to take a shower an go to bed. Jafriss are you coming with me or no. I'll be back in a hour or two he told them . four months later we made it official. We are actually planning on leaving Atlantia pretty soon. Lynisha an Justin had there baby. They wasn't expecting a girl. The day Lynisha went into labor Justin took a football baby outfit to the hospital. He even brought a football so the baby could take pictures. When she cane out everybody was surprised. Justin said I thought the baby was a boy she can't play football. He still was thrilled that she was healthy. Lynisha told Justin she still can play football with you when she gets older. I use to play football when I was a kid Lynisha said. When I was walking out Lynisha room I seen Stacey. Hey girl how have you been doing. I've been good can't complain. You know lanika if you decided too come back to work for me you can. I know thank you Stacey for the job opportunity. Hey Stacey you have the pregnancy glow going on with you. Lanika I don't know what you are talking about Stacey said. Ok your going to be calling me soon telling me that you are expecting a baby. Bye lanika I'm not pregnant you can dream of fish all you want . ok Stacey whatever you say. Two weeks later Lynisha came by an told me girl guess what. Don't you supposed to be at home resting cause you had a baby. I just came from me an justice having a doctor visit. Oh so what's up what you want to tell me. Girl why Stacey just called an told me she was pregnant. When I seen her at the hospital I told her ass she was pregnant. Hold on let me call her ass. Stacey girl what are you doing. Nothin just came form the doctor. Your ass jenixed me. What are your talking about Stacey. The doctor just told me I am pregnant Stacey said. Don't feel bad Lynisha told Stacey jafriss going to knock her up as soon as they move in together. Hey Ima call you back jafriss calling from Texas. Hey baby what are you doing. Nothing just got done talking to Stacey an Lynisha stoped by she here now. Justin came bargaining in an told Lynisha to hurry up. She told him you don't rush me . he said I'm about to leave your ass an take our baby home. So five minutes later she went outside Justin was gone. She came back inside .his ass then left call him for me I left my phone in the car. She called him an cussed him out all kind of ways. He told her to bring he ass outside. He never left he just went around the corner. Later on I went Justin house to feed his dog. I went back to my house an started cleaning an I took a shower. I called Stacey back an asked what was she doing. Girl sending markendrick some money. Why are you sending his ass money. Girl he wants to tell Joe that we messed around. Girl I thought that was a lie Stacey. No it wasn't I can't let Joe find out he would go crazy. He aleady don't like Joe cause of what he did to his brother . he tolerates him because he works for my business. Stacey mean Lynisha told you not to hire his ass. I only did it for a favor for j.b. yeah an look how that has turned out. Lanika don't hang this over my dam head. Look don't give his ass shit. Girl I then already sent his ass a grand. He still want more so what am I suppose to do. Fuck markendrick tell him he can kiss your ass.His sick game weak ass fuck anyway I told Stacey. What a minute you had sex with with markendrick Stacey asked. Yes I did during my freshman year in college. Yeah don't tell anybody Stacey. I had to pay my car note an I didn't want to ask my moma. You can call me what you want . I'm not judging you lanika cause he did come of the bread at first . he was buying me all kinds of gifts an stuff. At first I kept telling him I had a man . when Joe cheated an I found out about it was just payback sex. I thought I would feel better but I felt worse. On top of that I went home an made love to Joe it was make up sex. Wait a minute you had sex with Joe the same night. Bitch your was should have at least waited the next day. Girl he was blowing my phone up. When I made it home I ran to my shower. He came in the bathroom in the hallway an bust in why you ain't pick up your phone. Were you been an why you showering in the hallway bathroom. I told him I didn't want to be no were near your ass. Joe going to say you still tripping about that bitch Bettina. Stacey I told you I was fuckin sorry. Joe you ass always sorry . I got out the shower an he followed me up our stairs. Yeah that bitch talking like she your bitch . are you paying that hoes rent or what .So how long you been fuckin Bettina. I don't pay nobody's bills I only pay hours. Call that bitch in front of me now Joe. She say you paying her rent. You paying bitches car notes rent an shit an I slapped his ass. Stacey you got on more fuckin time to slap me. Hold on Stacey jafriss beeping in. Hello what's up I ask him. Um I'm on my way back home. What took you so long to answer the phone. Um maybe cause I'm on it. Who you talking to one of them so called flunkys. No the only one I'm talking to that's flunky is you. I'm just playing with you Bae.I'm on the phone with Stacey. Oh ok I'll let you know when I make it I have to stop by the trap. When I got back on the phone Stacey hung up . so I called her back . girl why you hang up on me I told you to hold on. Girl I had to fix Joe a sandwich he is always hungry. Girl tell me about jafriss can eat me out a house an home. So get back to tellin what happened. Girl get back to what out were tellin me. Hold up let me go back up stairs. So he called her an asked so I'm paying your bills. She was like I just told Stacey that to see what she was going to do. She ain't leave you yet. No bitch I didn't leave an I'm not going no wear. Joe ass ain't going no wear. This bitch going to say an I'm not either. Girl bye your ass is pathatick. Joe handle this shit an handle it now. He said Bettina I then already told you what we was doing was strictly sex an that was it. Yeah you were clear but my feelings for you had changed.
Look Bettina Stacey got my heart an that's what I've been tellin you. An what we had been done. I hadn't fucked with you in a month. After got off the phone with her I told him you attract the crazies bitches to cheat with. Girl I was looking in the mirror markendrick ass had a big ass bite Mark on my neck.he came in the bathroom an looked at my neck an said what the fuck wrong with your neck . who been bitting on your neck. Have you been ducking a nigga. No Joe I haven't. he was getting mad. Joe said Stacey if you then slept with someone else tell me now. I told him I didn't sleep with anybody. Told him you burned me with the curling irons. You an Lynisha was my aliby for that night. Girl he was like he was sorry for assuming that I was going to go out an cheat.Girl he picked me up an carried me to the bed an we mad majic.Girl he swears that he made a junior that night. little did everyone knew I was keeping a bigger secret from Joe that I was saying in my head.

The end
The love of my life an my one night stand is kinduf the sequel