Back to the Club

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I lay looking at my ceiling.I hadn't taken a shower in a week.I hadn't shaved.I hadn't really eaten much.I hadn't really answered calls.I hadn't uploaded any new videos.I wasn't upset about the coming out video or the fact I was bisexual.I didn't really know why I was upset,auctually .Was it even sadness.Felt more like emptiness.Yeah.Emptiness.Was it Lisa?The worst part was not knowing.If I don't know why I'm upset then how can I get happier.What part of me was empty?Then I realised.That guy down at the club.He was always an escape.And,fuck,did I need an escape from the last couple days.I got up,found some tracksuit bottoms and a clean shirt.Maybe he'd be down there.It was Saturday and almost 10.He should be there.I hope he's there.

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