An Unexpected Romance (Onision and Shane Dawson)

A New Start

'I love you guys,be yourself and love who you love'.I turned the camera off.I did it.I had tried to make this video maybe 4 times in the last year.But I always just broke down as soon as the camera turned on.Not this time.This time I was going to do it.I was going to upload it.No editing,no special effects,just honesty.Holding back tears, I pressed upload.Since when did pressing a button get so hard. I slammed the laptop down.I didn't want to see the comments just yet.I always knew I was bisexual.At a young age I had been attracted to both boys and girls but growing up Christian often restricted me from expressing my true feelings.I received a notification on my phone.One from YouTube.'Explaning our Breakup'.I lost it. I threw myself on my bed and sobbed quietly to myself.I felt unspeakable sadness but I was extremely relieved at the same time.Why is life so fucking hard.I pulled myself together and,my fingers shaking,pressed the notification.Lisa was crying almost as hard as me.The video ended but I just kept staring at the screen.It was really over.I still hadn't got over that.I ended Lisa's and I's relationship because I need space.I didn't want to but it was the best decision for myself.Corny ran in and licked my tears.I smiled but inside I knew dogs didn't really care.They just licked your tears because tears are salty.