I got all the christmas presents i wanted. a intire outfit from blue banana, consiting of a bright red pair of jeans, a bright blue shirt saying 'monsters need hugs too' and a pair of converse. a massive wolf poster. a new reconnected calender with shots of them in Bristol. some train tickets to go to manchester to see my boys. with some other stuff too. This was a good christmas for once!
Christmas lunch was lovely asual. The turkey was really tasty! we had the crackers asual and i won every single one. im one of the strongest in my family!
I had to sing for everyone assuming my singing exam was coming up soon. so i sang 'once you loose your heart' from me and my girl, 'hopelessly devoted to you' from grease and 'im gunna wash that man right outta my hair' from south pacific. They were all musical theatre songs, which i kind of hated.
I sat down and started to draw a christmas wolf. i drew two. i loved them, i was so proud of them! i stuck them up on my wall, stepped back and admired them. My mum came upstairs and looked at the drawings wilst smiling warmly "your getting good at drawing, should start uploading them and getting them out there." she said proudly. "i have." i said wuite blankly but trying to smile afterwards. i dont know why i had a sudden anger jerk but it happened.
i sat on my bed and suddenly a horrid pain ran through my arm and i didnt know why. i looked at my arm and could see it shifting. i wondered why i was shifting i didnt want to shift, why was it shifting? i tried thinking about something else it wasent working.
the next thing i knew i was in wolf form. how did that happen? what happened? why did it happen? what am i going to do if my mum see's me? all these questions were running through my head. sleep lunca sleep.
i shut my eyes curling up.
"Amy, Amy Are you alright? wake up! please be alive!". i opened my eyes to see everyone leaning over me i jumped up making sure i was human, i sighed in relief as i saw my skin. "im..im fine." i said unsure and walking off to the bathroom with my phone. i rang khaz and told him what happened. He said he didnt know what had happened.
