Bad Habits || J.j

Ch.4

I woke up and clean my face, right after I put some jogging clothes on. I loved jogging in the morning because it was the way I usually made myself feel awake and loved hearing my favorite songs and getting pumped. I headed out of the door and turned on music. I started jogging, seeing the beautiful houses I passed. I hope I get a big house in the future. The house my parents don't pay for. I waved to my neighbors and looked up at the sky seeing it was already turning out to be a beautiful day. I get lost in my thoughts and bump into a tree.

"Ow...what the hell?" I groan feeling my head.

"Why the fuck am I so clumsy?" I add

"I like jogging too." I heard a voice. I look up but couldn't see the persons face because the sun was blocking my view. The voice sounded familiar.
As the person squatted down to help me, I seen it was Sammy. Sammy smiled with his adorable brown eyes that would sparkle every time I look at them.

"Wha- why..are you here? You aren't even in jogging clothes." I say as Sammy helps me up.

"I saw you when I was driving to your house and wanted to surprise you, but I guess I came at a bad time." Sammy saids laughing.

"Yeah...Funny...My head hurts like hell." I say feeling my head. Then I realized what he just said.

"Wait...why we're driving to my house?" I questioned.

"Because I was going to ask you a question." Sammys saids putting his hand back of his neck then putting it in his pocket.

"And..?" I ask raising my right eyebrow.

"I just wanted to know if you wanted to if you wanted to go to Nate's show tonight in L.A with me." 

"Ok..but you had to come all the way to my house and say that? Couldn't you just text me?"

"Uh..Yeah...I guess so.." Sammy saids with a confused face. I start walking with Sammy going back to my house.

"Wow..I honestly don't know how I got stuck with you guys." I chuckled.

"Kels..you know you love us. You just don't show it because you try to be this cold hearted person, but you know deep down inside you are just thinking about how much I look good." Sammy saids looking down at me winking. I rolled my eyes.

"Pfft...yeah you are pretty hot, but a hot-mess." I say.

"Did you just call me hot?" Sammy saids looking at me with  astonished face as he stops walking. As my cheeks turn red trying to play it cool.

"Yeah.." I say walking ahead of him.

"You are really cute Kels." Sammy saids. Then I stop walking realizing Sammy just called me cute. All these years I known him Sammy thinking of me this way was unusual. I turn around and seen Sammy walk towards me.

"Look..If you are trying to get a rebound because you broke up with Bailey it's not happening with us." I say assuring him.

"No, it's not like that Kels. I actually think you are cute. I never said it because I thought you saw me as your big brother and so  tried to see you as my little sister." I tried to fight feeling that there were butterflies in my stomach. Sammy? I mean Sammy thinking that I'm cute. Yeah we hung out a lot but since we told everything to each other like even our darkest secrets I didn't see this coming. I had a few times of the feeling like we had a connection because of our late night talks when we hung out but never really thought of anything happening.

"Thanks Sammy." I say just trying to get over the moment as I kept walking.

"Thanks? You got nothing else to say?" Sammy saids.

"Nope." I say as Sammy and I walk back to my house not saying a word.

Sammy's P.O.V

Thanks? What the hell is that suppose to mean? Thanks for calling me cute because I was trying to show you a sign that I might like you?! All I get is Thanks? This girl..wow...I have been trying to give signs here and there but she always was with a guy every time I had wanted to tell her that there might be something between us. I just wanna show her what it could be. I guess she doesn't want to know. I remember the times we had, talking until it was dawn and how we would laugh at the stupidest things that no one would get.

Flashback
Kelsey and I were just at my place hanging out it late at night like the usually the time we hang out. Kelsey was talking about what happened at her shoot and how she almost tripped on one of the props she was using in the shoot. I listened to her watching her laugh at herself. Then she stops talking.

"Sammy...Do you ever wonder one choice could make a whole difference?" Kelsey ask. As I was about to speak Kelsey gets up.

"Oh yeah which reminds me..do you have any tequila?" Kelsey slants her head, heading into the kitchen.

"Why do you want tequila?" I ask.

"Because I need something that will make me feel better because Nick and I are well not on good terms and honestly I don't know why I'm dating him still." Kelsey saids getting the tequila out of my cabinet. I rush to her getting the bottle from her.

"No..you don't need that." I say realizing how close we were. Kelsey looks up at me. Silence between us. Should I kiss her? She is really vulnerable I don't want to do that to her. So I step back and break the moment. Kelsey walks to the couch and takes her shoes off.

"Sammy..come cuddle with me." Kelsey groans.

"Kels...are you drunk?" I ask worried.

"No..I mean I had a couple shots at this party.." I sigh in disappointment.

"Kels you are underage and you drove here?! " I quietly yelling walking towards the couch sitting by her. As she pulls a blanket to her.

"You know you could of died right?" I ask being a little calmer.

"Yeah..I know...I'm sorry Sammy." Kelsey saids rubbing my cheek. I get up and start heading to my room because I needed some sleep. Until Kelsey grabs my wrist and stops me.

"Sammy..I really need somebody right now."  I turned around and carried her bridal style to my bedroom. I didn't want her to sleep on the couch. As I set Kelsey on the my bed she crawls into the covers and I get ready for bed and snuggle up to her.

"Sammy.. Have I ever told you I loved you?" Kelsey saids drifting to sleep. I don't know if it's the alcohol talking but she doesn't know that I might love her too.