Going Into The Deep End

My attempt

   I went to the bridge and I was ready to jump. I closed my eyes an I started crying, a car stopped near me and told me to get off the ledge. I screamed so loud and I said "I don't belong here, I need to die".
         I started to walk off the edge, and I was going to fall. This is it my last breath. I went to fall and I got grabbed back as soon as I fell off the ledge I saw people who said they were trying to help me. It was the firefighters. I started to kick and scream as hard as I could but they wouldn't let go.
        They took me to a mental hospital, my mom cried so many nights, because she saw my strapped to a table struggling to get out.