{~song for chapter: Can't Help Falling In Love-Haley Reinhart~}
Kehlani's POV:
~a week later~
I cry into my pillow
It's been such a horrible week
I can't deal with myself.
I have to go to my classes
It's my first day in College
I go home after the classes
I didn't want to stay in the dorms
I got out of my bed
I look at myself in the mirror
"First day..is always the worse" I mumble
I wish I didn't have to go here..
I grab my toothbrush
I put some toothpaste on it
I slowly brush my teeth
John has been in my thoughts
All week..
It breaks my heart knowing our wedding was suppose to be 6 days ago..
But it all went to hell..
I look at the my ring finger
I tear up
I miss the ring.
I miss John.
I miss everything we had.
I throw water on my face
I yell
"YOU ARE OKAY"
I take a shower
I walk out smelling like coconut
I find a comfy yet cute outfit
I tie my hair in a messy yet cute bun
I grab my glasses
I put them on
I have zero makeup on my face
I put on my combat boots
I look at the mirror seeing myself with my backpack on my back
I sigh
I get a call
"Hello?"
It's Ana
"Hi" she says
"Are you okay? You haven't answered my calls this past week"
I tear up
But I don't let my emotions show
"I'm fine" I lie
I'm dying inside..
~at college~
~8am~
I'm walking around the halls
People who I never seen before stare at me weird
"Hey weirdo..stay away from us.."
A guy says pushing me
I slowly back away
I haven't been myself since the "break"
I've gone through it before
Why did it hurt me this time?
Maybe because I really loved John.
I find my locker
"Hey loser mind getting away from my locker?" Another rude guy says
I frown
"This is my locker" I say in barely a whisper
"What was that? I'm gonna need you to speak up NEWBIE"
He says laughing in my face
Usually I would punch the guy
But instead I took it & grabbed my stuff & moved to another locker
There was a goth chick that had her locker next to mines
"Hi" she says dressed in all black
Including her converses
"Hi"
"I'm Kat" she says
"I'm Lani.." I say shyly
"Your new?"
I frown
"I've been taking shit all day" I say
"I hear ya..hey I'm here..I could show you around" she says smiling a bit
"I won't let these f*ckboys mess with you-"
"HEY" Ana says running to me
"Ana your in the same college?" I ask
"Yes.." She says hugging me
"I'm in track..if you want come watch us practice later"
"idk the jocks seem to hate me" I say pointing to the guys who talked shit to me
She cracks her knuckles
"It's not worth it" I say holding her back
She clenches her teeth
"I'll get them..if they say one more thing" she says
Kat laughs
"Your friend here is cool" she says
"You are?" Ana says crossing her arms
"Kat.." Kat says
"Oh your the girl in band right?" Ana says
Kat nods
"Yeah.."
"YO YO ITS YO GIRL HALZ"
Wait a minute
I see Hayley burst in
"HAYLEY!" I yell & she hugs me & Ana
"Where's Cameron?"
"Busy trying to get in the Football team" she says
I'm so glad everyone's here
~3pm~
It's time for us to go home
I grab my stuff out of my locker
When I feel two arms wrap around my waist
I jump
I turn around to see John
I turn around & a single tear rolls down my cheek
Why is he here?
It kills me just him being away from me
"Babe..I'm sorry..I was a Idiot I never cheated on you tho baby..that stripper I fought her..Gilinsky had something to do with what happened a week ago..he made us stay at the strip club..I didn't want to be there baby..your the only one I love..the only one that makes me smile..it kills me everyday since I don't have you with me..it kills me because we were suppose to be married..that's why.."
He gets on his knees
"Lani..I love you so much..please forgive me & make me happy again..you bring happiness in my life..will you Kehlani Imani Sanabra marry me this weekend?"
I tear up
This weekend's that's so fast
I believe him
He tears up saying every single word he's saying
I look at the ring & at him
I nod
"YES"
I see people clapping in the hallway
He puts the ring on my finger & kisses me
"I missed you" he says
"I'll never let you go again.." He adds cupping my face
"Don't ever leave me again" I say leaning in closer
"I won't baby I won't" he says tearing up
He twirls me around & I kiss him
~meanwhile~
Ana's POV:
"Ana wait!" Jack yells
Oh shit
I run faster
I'm practicing for future track meets we'll be having
"Ana I know you hear me"
I shove headphones in my ears & play music
"ANA!" He yells louder
Damnit
I hide where I know he won't find me
The truth is..
I cheated on Jack
It was a huge mistake
I haven't forgiven myself since then.
I pace around
"What have I done?..am I stupid..I mean I ruined this..I love Jack why did I screw up our great relationship..I mean he LOVES ME! Gilinsky never loved me..he loved Madison..damnit Ana! Damnit" I mumble to myself
I feel a hand grab my shoulder
I scream
"Babe.." Jack says
I tear up
"Jack..I can explain.."
"Don't bother" he says throwing a ring on the floor
I cry into my hands
He wanted to marry me?
I'm a idiot
"Jack wait" I say
He left the building already
I see his car leave the parking
I cry
"Jack I LOVE YOU" I yell since I see his window down
He rolls it up
I get on my knees
"Ha the way your always like aren't you Anahi"
The jerk Micah says
I smirk
"Would you like for me to show you something?" I ask
"Sure" he says & stands in front of me
I punch his balls
"OW WTF"
I run
I grab my stuff quickly & I grab the ring that's still on the floor
I get in my car & drive home
I throw myself on the bed
"Jack please answer" I say pleading in a voice message
I do another voice message
"Jack baby I love you so much..I never meant to hurt you...I only kissed the guy..I didn't feel anything..Jack I feel awful & i hate myself for how I acted..Jack I wanna be with you & only you..please forgive me..you mean so much to me-"
The phone ends the message
I tear up & I turn off my phone
I take a shower
I climb in bed
I close my eyes
I start dreaming of Jack
Oh Jack I love you..
"I can't help falling in love with you.."
