{~song for chapter: Life Is Worth Living-Justin Bieber~}
Kehlani's POV:
~3 months later~
It's my doctor's appointment & happens to be the same day I'll be meeting up
With Nate.
I have a small belly on me
But it's still big to me.
John rubs it a lot
Even falls asleep on it
I rub my eyes stretching my body
John helps me up from the bed
He kisses my head & holds me in his arms
"Can't wait to see our little bean" he says smiling
I smile
"Me either" I grab his hand & I get washed up..
~after a while~
I'm dressed in comfy yet cute clothes
It's basically a sundress with sandals
I tie my hair in a bun
I put some Lip Balm.
John puts some sunscreen since its July & the sun is awful..
He kisses my hand
"Let's go princess" he says & I grab my purse & we leave..
~at the doctors~
They called me in..
I decide not to find out right now what I'm having..
I'll find out at the gender reveal party..
I sigh as the doctor puts the gel on my belly
She puts the transducer on my belly
She gasps
"Ooh I see the baby" I look over & I make sure John looks over so we both don't know what we're having
"So do you wanna know the gender?" The doctor asks me
"No."
"But I'd like of you gave me a card of what gender it is..so I can give it to the balloon place."
"balloon place?" She says raising a eyebrow
"I'm having a gender reveal party"
"Oh okay. I'll do that" she says
I smile & grab John's hand..
He kisses my hand..
~after the balloon place~
We're in the car on our way home..
We're having a gender reveal party..
I got my outfit ready
John has his outfit
I'm hoping it's a boy.
John wants a girl.
He hopes for another princess..👸🏻
~after a while~
I'm dreading it
It's 4pm.
John pulls into the parking lot of Starbucks
"I'll be here okay?" He says & pecks my lips
I sigh & nod
"Hey..don't worry" he says rubbing my cheek
I smile a little & I get out of the car..
I walk into Starbucks..
I sigh as I look around
"Hi I'd like to order a Vanilla Frappuccino with some cookies please"
The barista gets my stuff
I pay him & then I head to a table
I'm sitting down alone
I tap my foot as I'm inpatient AF right now
I play with my hair a bit
I hear
"Wow."
I look up to see a Nate smiling
I roll my eyes
"Don't get so happy..I'm here because I have no way out of this" I say crossing my arms
He grabs my hand
"Lani..I just wanted to talk"
I slap his hand
"Doesn't seem like it" I say bluntly
"Lani.."
"What?!" I say a bit mad
"Lani..I miss us"
"Too bad. I'm married & expecting" I say smirking
"No forreal...Lani that should be my baby..your carrying..I should be married to you"
"Aww poor baby you gonna cry?" I say taunting
He rolls his eyes
"Your acting childish"
"No. Childish is the fact you haven't gotten over me. Damn" I yell a bit
everyone stares at us
"Lani your making a show-"
"Me? Oh yes. Everyone blames me for the terrible shit they've done..I'm TIRED OF IT!" I say slamming my hands on the table
"I can't live without you" he says
"Please..I can live without you" I say clenching my teeth
"Lani.."
"You sound like a damn broken record" I say
"La-"
"Before you say anything. I don't care nor do I love you" I say
"Lani..please hear me out" he says tears forming in his eyes
I shake my head
"I took your shit. Let me talk for once" I spit at him
He lets out a single tear
"It's not mines.."
"What's not yours"
"The baby.."
"What?" I say raising a eyebrow
"Kendra cheated on me...while I was on tour..she got pregnant.."
He says
"I'm filing for a divorce" he adds
"Good." I say
"Lani..I know your still mad at me..but..please..let me be in your life..as a friend"
"A friend? You've never been in the Friendzone" I say rolling my eyes
"If it means being around you.." He says
"I'm not into you. If I do agree for you to be my friend..first of all..No flirting,no goo goo gaga eyes at me,most of all no..kissing or anything.."
"Just friends." I add
"Lani."
"What now?"
He quickly pecks my lips
"What the hell was that for?" I say slapping him
"Last kiss before I become your friend"
I roll my eyes
"It's hard for you already" I say
I stand up since it's 5pm.
"I gotta go" I say
"Where are you off to?"
"A party which your not invited to"
"Lani..please.."
"Fine. Just don't embarrass me" I say
He hugs me
I don't hug him back
I just pat his back
I feel uncomfortable with this whole "friends with my ex" thing already
I see John's car pull up
I sigh & I mutter under my breath
"My savior"
I walk out of Starbucks with my stuff
I climb into the car & I randomly grab John's face & kiss him
"Wow. What's up?" He says smiling
I giggle
"I just love you so much" I say kissing his hand
He kisses mines & looks at the ring on my finger
"I am so Glad your mine" he says
"I'm glad your mine baby" I say & he pecks my lips
We drive off & drive home..
~at home~
I walk up the steps of our stairs
I walk in the bathroom
I turn on the shower
I untie my hair
I leave it loose
"Mami whatcha doing?" John says knocking on the door
I giggle
I step into the shower
"Showering" I say & grab the bar of soap
"Without me?" He says
I can see the pout forming already.
"Yes without you" I say giggling
~after the shower~
I'm dressed up.I curl my hair & I tie it in a ponytail.
It was gonna be a simple gender reveal party..
Everyone goes home by 9pm.
The party starts at 6pm.
It's 6:10pm.
Oh well..
I sigh & I put some eyeliner & lipstick
John wraps his arms around me
Dressed in a cute fitted long sleeved shirt with khaki pants & jordans.
I giggle & I ruffle his hair up
"Wuv you" he says
I peck his lips
We walk downstairs
I see notes on my table
I raise a eyebrow
All of a sudden Johnson,Sammy,Derek,Nate & My parents pop out
I let out a scream but laugh as I see them
They have silly glasses on
Derek crosses his eyes & walks over to me
I laugh & he giggles at me
~during the party~
"Hey everyone..thank you for all coming.." I say
"May the gender reveal commence! John get the little tub"
"So basically..this bath bomb will contain a certain color..if it's blue it's a boy..if it's pink then it's a girl...when the gender is revealed..balloons will burst out of these two boxes with the balloons of the color..me & John don't know what the baby is...my mom bought the bath bomb due to the doctor telling her" I say
John brings a small tub
I slip off my white converses
I soak my feet in the warm water
Which feels nice..
"Okay...3..."
I start smiling as he's preparing to throw in the bath bomb..I see the white bath bomb in his hands
I giggle
What could it be?
A prince or a princess?!
He throws it in & grabs my hand
The bath bomb moves in the water
It lets out a color
I gasp
It's pink
"ITS A GIRL" I scream tearing up
Derek & Sammy open the boxes & pink balloons burst out
I tear up & hug John
"It's a girl" I say in his ear
He tears up & I wipe his tears
"I'm so happy" he says
"I'm so happy too"
I say cupping his face..
~after the party~
We left the house & went walking through Central Park
I giggle as John runs ahead of me
"I can't run..I'm preggo" I whine
He runs over to me
I pout
He pecks my lips
"My girls" he says rubbing my tummy
"I won't let no bad person hurt you both..I love you both" he says
I kiss him
"Thank you for being with me" I say tearing up
He wipes my tears
"Why wouldn't I be with the most beautiful,kindest & smartest girl ever?"
I giggle & we join hands & walk around..
The street lights of Central Park lit up the park..
"Life is worth living again"