oblivious

↠ hickeys

Justin sat before Jay, staring up at him in desperation.

"Please Jay...You know I would never ask for anything..I just need this..Please"

"Yeah, but this isn't just anything...You want me to give you a hickey."

Justin sat with his blue eyes half parted, slowly becoming duller everyday with the way it contrasted against the purple underneath his eyes.

"I just want to make him jealous that's all"

They stared down at each other in silence, waiting for the other one to crack.

"I need to know if he likes me...you have to understand"

Jay knew he had been crushing on the boy from his photography class for a while, of course he did. He had been there through it all, when Justin would come to his house crying after seeing the boy with another girl, holding hands with her, kissing her. Jay knew how heartbroken he was. And with the look Justin was giving him, there was no way he was able to deny his request. Especially with the way his gut began to fill with guilt, with every passing second. The guilt slowly building up and trickling over the edge.

"fine"

When he had finally left and Jay was alone in his room, his thoughts couldn't help but lead him back to the way his lips had parted over the velvet flesh, the way he sucked softly grazing over the tender area with his teeth, leaving a light purple bruise. And as he thought it over, the butterflies in his stomach erupted like an angry horde of wasps leaving him confused and alone.