Too late

Shreds

It's been a week.
And I still can't breathe
I can't even stand in my own
I can't keep anything down.

Its been 21 days since I was able to hold you
Ive been sick for 8 days
And it's all because of you

Its been two months
And I can't stop crying
I've lost 15 pounds
And I'm always cold

Its been 47 days
And I can't delete our memories
Or your number
I can't burn us the way you did

Its almost been a year
And I've been diagnosed with depression.
My mom is afraid of what I'll do
The doctor says I'm fine but by my parents face I can tell I'm not.

You see what you caused?
You should have known right from the start.

Its been 15 months
And I've been in the hospital for almost a week
They say I have to try to get better
Or I won't make it...