breaking boundaries ↠ j.g

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i don't wanna seem like a pussy and just bail outta this, but i know if i don't stop it i'm gonna get attached after just a kiss. i try to play it off smoothly.

"nice try," i whisper and wink at him, and make my way out of his grasp.

jack looks confused as hell.

"come on, kinsley. one minute makeout session, that's it." jack whined, though it sounded more like a beg.

i fix my dress as it's a little shifted out of place.

"i would, jack. i just choose not to."

"why not?"

"because i know if i kiss you, even for the sake of a dare, it's all i'm gonna think about. i'm gonna get attached. you're a fuckboy, and i don't do that type of shit. this is for the best, trust me."

i blow him a kiss and sassily exit with my purse and into the living room.

"ready to go?" i asked jas.

"yep! your session lasted pretty fast, what the hell kins."

"i'll explain in the car, just shut up, come on."

we thank johnson for the party and exit from the front

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i decide to drive since jas is intoxicated. i explain to her what happened during my "makeout session."

she laughs at me.

"hahahaha, so you don't end up doing anything with him because you're afraid of getting hurt? hahaha, oh my god kins, you're so funny!"

"yeah, well, you're drunk so i don't expect you to understand or remember any of this right now."

"i'm not drunk!"

the whole drive consisted of jas trying to convince me that she wasn't drunk, but it was pretty damn clear she was.

she could barely walk to her room without stumbling, so i helped her out.

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i flopped onto my bed and stared at the ceiling, recalling the events at the party.

if only i did make out with jack, how would have things changed now? i regret not kissing him, but hey, it's for the best. the last thing i wanna do is get attached to a boy who can't even stay attached.