It Hurts..

new girl Angie....

As I arrived to science I went to my table at the back of the class and kept my head down and the teacher Mr keats started the lesson "so today we will be learning about animals and how they addaped in there environments" everyone moned then there was a nock on the door everyone looked up and but I kept my head down. "excuse me sir is this room s5" "aghh you must be Angelina the new girl" "yeah that's me" okay you can chose your own seat and hers your new book" she nodded and I doodled in the back of my book not caring then I felt someone sit next to me and I looked up and it was the girl who was stalking me on the way to school. "hey I'm Angelina what's your name" I stayed quiet and wrote Ashton in the back of my book and she smiled "that's a nice name" I looked down and continued doodling. About 5minutes later I heard someone whisper "your good at drawing" I looked up and smiled weakly until the bell rang I packed my things up and headed to my next lesson but I didn't want to go so I went around the back of the school only to bump into Toby and his friends I was about to go back but I felt him pull me back and pin me to the wall and punch me and he started calling me names and then he dragged me to the floor and him and his friends started kicking me and punching me. I curled in a ball and cried as they walked away. I held my ribs in pain as I sat against the wall feeling dizzy I continued crying and I went through my bag and grabbed my razor and started to cut my wrists. After about 30 cuts later there was blood covering my wrists and my hands then I hurd a gasp as I turned my head it was Angelina. I quickly put the razor in my bag and closed it then I backed in the corner and moned in pain because of my ribs, my leg and arms. She looked at me worried and she crouched down infront of me I wiped my eyes but I continued crying the she said in a small quiet voices "why would you do this to yourself ? You don't deserve to harm yourself" I looked up with teary eyes and strained cheeks and wisperd "because I'm a mistake I'm ugly and a freak I should be ded I hate my life everyone isn't always judging me I- I'm tired of it all I just want it to stop" she looked at me with worying eyes as I stared back "your not any of those and u defenetly don't need to die, you are a beautiful boy who just wants to be loved" she placed a hand on my leg I flinched but she said "it's okay I won't hurt your I just want to be your friend " she smiled and I smiled weakly then she sat next to me and looked at my arms and lifted it up and traced the cuts and kissed them then I did something I never expected I hugged her and she hugged back and she wisperd " I'm her for you you don't deserve all the pain or bullies I want to help you find a way out of this. I pulled away and pulled my slaves over my hands and whiped my eyes and smiled weakly and wisperd "thank you". She smiled and held her hand out and I took it and stumbled a bit but she helped me keep balanced and we walked to next lesson witch was art.