It Hurts..

I-is that Phil.....??

I woke up and looked around remembering were I was I checked the time and it was currently 8:37am I sat up and stretched and I grabbed all my things and walked to the train station.  I didn't want to go home I was to to to scared 😨 to go home so I decided to go on the train somewhere.

  As the 11:45 train arrived I jumped on and sat at the window and put my headphones in and watched the world go bye. The train Stopped at the station to pick people up and I just carried on looking out the window until I felt a slight tap on my shoulder I turned around and came face to face with a boy around my age with beautiful green eyes " hey is this seat taken" I shook my head "is it OK if I sit with you I'm kind of lonely" I nodded my head and smiled and he smiled back "my names Phil what's yours" I zoned out Phil?  No it can't be..  Can it "hello earth is human" I blushed and mumbled "Ashton" he smiled "nice name"  "thanks yours to".
"so we're are you bedding to then ashton" "oh I'm just getting away from home my dad kicked me out and well my mums in hospital but she isn't coming back because she's scared of my dad so she just left me" I frowned and looked down. 

"hey its Ok he placed his hand on my knee "I'm sure she will come back but why was she scared of him" "H-hes abusive towards us" "oh my god I'm so sorry to hear that " "its fine I'm used to it I tried ending my life because him I can't take it anymore I don't want to be any were never him so I ran away"

He frowned "please don't kill yourself you don't deserve to die" "a few years ago one of my best friends called Ashton he tried to kill himself but I saved him.  He cut and cut then when I walked in his room he jumped but luckerly I saved him "
I looked at him with wide eyes and hugged him tightly.  It was Phil he saved me I couldn't believe it.

"hey why are you hugging me"
"you saved me phil"
"what I'm confused"
"its me ashton you saved me"
"oh my god ashton I can't believe its you I missed you so much"
"I missed you to phil I missed you to"
We pulled apart and smiled as he place a hand o NVM my cheek I leaned into it and his green eyes and my blue eyes met and he slowly leaned in and kissed me softly.  I kissed him back and I cuddled into him and closed my eyes because I'm so tired.  He held me and when the train stopped he was about to go but he looked at me and I pouted like a sad dog " pleas don't love me" he giggled " come with me you can stay at mine for a while so you can stay away from your dad" I smiled and jumped up and hugged him "thank you", "its okay ash" he smiled and he held my hand and we walked off the train and walked onto town.

We Walked for a bit but my feet soon started hurting and I became more tired and phil noticed so he crouched down and signled to jump on his back so I did and wrapped my arms and legs around him and kissed his cheek and he carried me to a small caffe and sat me down and he sat oposite me and looked at the menu "why would you like ash?  I looked at the menu and I decided of a small iced coffe( I really recommend Costa coffee iced tea its amazing) and a small plate of toast for me and phil to share.  I handed him the money but he insisted on buying a food and drinks.  I smiled And he went to get the things.

I looked out the window and felt my arm sting a bit from last night and I looked around so no one was looking and I roled my sleves down and revealed my many cuts and frowned I hurd a cough and I jumped and quickly pulled my sleves down and phil lookout me and  sat next to me and he jently held my arm and roled my sleves up and stared at the many cuts on my arm. I could feel tearful falling down my face and I looked at Phil and whispered "I'm sorry" I looked down and Phil leaned down and kissed every cut and he roles my slave down And hugged me tight and I rested my head on his Best and be whispered "Its going to be on I protect you and keep you safe I primice" I smiled and he dipped his finger in his hot chocolate and put cream of my nose and he gigglds and did the same to him.

After about a hour or so we decided to go shopping and he carried me on his back and went to different shop's and I got my a new jumper with a skull 💀on it and I got some new bracelets to cover my cuts.

We decided to head back to his house and we orderd pizza and we played on the Wii.  Phil told me to pick a number between 1 and 13 so I chose 4 and he picked a game witch was mario cart. I smiled and we started playing "hey not fair" Phil said and I stook my toung out and giggled so he pounced on me and we started into each other's eyes and I looked at him leaning in and suddenly the doorbell rang so I jumped up and he sat on the floor pouting and I whispered "later" and he smiled and followed me and we payed for the food and we ate it but I felt my stomach hurt and I tried to hide the pain but Phil looked over at me woried "are you ok ash" I nodded and lied saying I'm full and he giggled " you don't have to eat all of it" I nodded and put the pizza down and waited for Phil.

When he was done we went upstairs and carried on playing games till 11pm. 
I yawned and closed my eyes and Phil looked over "do you want to sleep" I nodded my head "but I don't have any pyjamas " "you. An use a pair of mine" I smiled and he grabbed some lion pyjamas and went to the bathroom and put them on.  I felt embarasses about my arms "Phil! " "yeh" "please can you pass me my bag so I can wrap my arms up" "shure one second" I wated for him and he came walking in the bathroom with my bandages and he held my arm jently and he began wraping them up. "all done" I smiled "thank you" then I stood up and hugged him and I berdied my head in his neck and he carried me bridal style to the bed and lade me down and I cuddled into him and he kissed my cheek "goodnight ashy" I smiled at the pet name and whisperd  "goodnight phily" he giggled and we both fell asleep.

Hope you liked the chapter and yes Phil is my real friend and yes I do have a crush on him. well I did love him and I did go out with him but..  Things didn't turn out well...

   BUT anyway hope you like it I will continue the story well what ever it is but it is all 100% true.  Unfortunately
But anyway...

Byee xx 😺😺
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