Only Fools Fall

五 That lady was once my girl

Namjoon's P.O.V

"No, it's fine...soon just get yourself ready..." larry told cf.

I don't know what's happening anymore. I don't care what's happening around. Larry... Larry is here... She's back... Finally back!

"Im sorry?" Cf

"Oh nothing. Don't mind me" larry smiled.

Her smile is still the same. The sweetest smile I've ever seen all my life.

"A-ah okay..? Hehe thanks" cf

Larry then left the area. She's still a fine-woman. Sophisticated one. Her curves is well emphasized on her dress.

"Larry..." 'where are you going? Why are you leaving again?' The only thing on my mind right now.

"Let's go home now!"

I snap back to reality upon hearing yoongi-hyung shouting.

The atmosphere wasn't that good when we're on our way home. Cf isn't talking too. I didn't mind, maybe she was tired.

I just looked outside the window the whole ride. I still can't forget what did just happen.

That lady. That lady was once a girl... that lady was once my girl.

Clarizza Kim. I'm the only one who calls her Larry. It was my petname for her. The others call her Cla.

She grew up here in korea. But she's half korean-half american.

We grew up together. Same hometown and neighborhood. Same school and same section from first grade till the last.

And when we came to our legal age, I finally asked her out. And of course I won't accept a NO for an answer and she said she wouldn't be giving me a NO anyway.

I was the happiest that time. I felt so contented in life. She gave me happiness I can't even go a day without. Everything was just perfect.

But then, I don't know How, What, Why.. she suddenly disappear.

I searched for her everywhere, everyday. I did not stop for months until I finally lose my hope.

I know I was wrong when I gave up, but everything is just not doing right.

When she left, I lost myself too.

I rarely attend school for I used my time to search for her. I even heard so much nonsense rumors that I can't help but to listen and eat me up.

I don't know why she left. Did I do something wrong? Did something came up? Why didn't she told me?

I was so lost. So lost!

And that's when I decided to go another path. To try another road.

"Bighit entertainment" I read the name of the company standing in front of me

Cf's P.O.V

***apartment

Upon entering our apartment I immediately rush to our room.

I set aside my bag and I heard his footsteps comin' up, so I went to the comfort room inside our room. I locked the door.. and just stood there.. in front of the mirror.

I have a bad feeling right now. I don't know what is this about but im sure none of us would like it.

Better yet stay away from each other right now until we chill ourselves.

I know I wasn't sure about this yet, but I can feel it! That lady earlier, she got something to do with this.. with us.

"B are you okay?" Namjoon knocked

It took me a seconds before I respond

"I am"

Two words. Two words, that even the polar bears will freeze to death because of the coldness I unintentionally spit in there.

*sighs* "aryt, I'll go to bed first" he replied

I didn't respond anymore. Why is he suddenly like that?

At times like this he'll kid around me just to know how I really feel

To think that I said that in such tone

"Just what is happening?" that's all I can blurt out in my own reflection in the mirror