Only Fools Fall

六 "because of the book"

Cf's P.O.V

The sun kissed my skin and that woke me up.

I felt someone hugging my waist. I turn around and see namjoon still sleeping.

I stared at him for a second.

"moni-ah, you look so tired. Go get some more rest, ara?" I breathe and kissed his nose

I get up from bed. It's 6:15AM. I prepared myself for work. I have a flight at 11AM.

I can't get off my mind what happened yesterday. I don't even know a single thing.

How about I ask him? No that's risky, it'll ruin the mood or either question loyalty.

I feel nothing but dullness. Total opposite of the beautiful weather today. It must've been a good day.

"Eat this. It'll be a long day at work since you'll be preparing for comeback. Take care" I left a note

I made him breakfast and prepared his lunchbox before leaving.

I don't even want to move out when our car arrived at incheon airport. I don't want to go. I don't know, it's all bad on my mind. I'll be gone for days.

My flight is to Los Angeles. It'll take me days before coming back because I have to attend the flight from Los Angeles to Philippines.

I can't help it I'm scared. What if he sees Larry? What will happen? What will they do? Why didn't he told me, I don't know a fcvking single thing. Damn

"Oh no, what happened? Miss Cf? Miss Cf?" Manong driver

"A-ah manong?"

"Miss....uhm-- tears..." Manong Driver

I touched my cheeks and damn I was crying!

"Here miss" Manong handed me a tissue paper

Tho I was embarrassed I still accepted it.

After I fixed myself I get in the airport.
Manong didn't bother asking me why. Maybe he just don't want to get in the way and he respects me.

"You have to focus. Namjoon wouldn't do such. Stop over thinking. Get the job done and comeback fast" I cheered myself up while walking dragging my luggage.

Namjoon's P.O.V

"Hmm" I moan

I stretched my arm to hug cf but she wasn't there.

Oh right, she's leaving at 11am for L.A. Dang it, we didn't even said our goodbyes.

I went down in the kitchen and to my surprise

"Eat this. It'll be a long day at work since you'll be preparing for comeback. Take care" I found a note. she prepared a food for me

Man, I can still remember how were we last night.

***Flashback //last night

I'm in our bed when she came out from the bathroom.

She didn't say anything and just went downstairs. I was confused so I followed her. I found her at the living room, rolled up like a sushi, reading a book.

"What are you reading, b? Aren't you going to sleep yet?" I went to her side

"No"

I don't know but I felt like a hurricane passed by us. Her words were cold as ice.

I shrugged the thought away and went closer to her, initiating to cuddle. She moved a little to give me space.

I hugged her in waist and my other hand on her head. I was smelling her hair almost falling asleep when I heard her sob.

"B?" I immediately looked her in the face. She's crying! Damn why

"Why?" I ask worried

She then just look me in the eye, and avoid it afterwards

"Because of the book" she said and lightly pushed me to loosen the hug then left

She went upstairs and I found her in the bed. I went to her and hug her from the back

"Don't cry now, it's just a book" I whispered to her ears and kissed her head

I didn't remove my hug on her and we slept like that. I'm just not used to that because she wasn't facing me. Unusual.

***end of flashback

After I ate I fixed my things and prepare to leave.

She's right it'll be a long day. Let's fighting for today.

I went out and locked the door.

When im almost at my car I saw someone standing beside it.

"Hey...!"