If I'm gay.. How can I love her? (Louis Tomlinson FanFic)

Chapter 6

I'm so so so sorry that I've never updated in a longgggg time. I didn't know what to write and I actually planning to delete this story. I hope that this chapter can make it up to you cuz idk what really can. Happy reading! :D

-Rina:)

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I woke up with the thought of Louis. Just thinking of him makes me smile. Do I like him? Yes you do. Just admit it. Never in a million years. Great, now I'm having a fight with my brain. Silly me.

Since today is a Saturday, I woke up in the late morning.

My mom probably went to work already. Ever since my dad left us, she's been having 2 jobs and its obvious that she can't cope with it. My brother is in his room, snoring away. Typical.

I have work at the cafe this evening. I work at weekend shifts so that it wouldn't interfere with school. I took a shower and went to the kitchen to eat breakfast. It's a boring Saturday morning I say.

After breakfast, I called Perrie. She says that she doesn't like waking up late so I'm sure that she'll answer my call.

"Oh hi Tina. What'd you call for?"

"Can you come to my house today?"

"Sure. I'll be at your house around.... 1pm?"

"Ok, see ya later"

"Ok bye"

I put down the phone and sighed. I've never had a real crush in a long time. I'm such a boring person right? Anyways, I'm gonna ask Perrie to decide whether I like Louis or not.

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"Hey Tina, I'm outside your house!" Perrie shouted.

I screamed of shock. I could hear Perrie laughing as I opened the door for her.

"You're so easy to scare. I'm not amused if everyone keeps on scaring you," Perrie said through her laughter.

"I wasn't scared okay, I was shocked," I said as I rolled my eyes.

"You know, my mum used to say that if you roll your eyes too much, your eyes are gonna stay like that," Perrie said as I rolled my eyes again.

"Anyways, please get comfortable. I need to tell you something important," I said as I poured juice for her.

"Wait, is it that important?" she said as she took a sip form the glass.

"Okay, maybe not that important. But please listen to me," I said as I said beside her.

I gulped down my nevousness. My palms were already sweating.

"Don't freak out, but I think I might like someone," I said quickly as I exhaled.

"What? Who's the lucky guy? It's it Louis?" She said while freaking out.

"Wait, how'd you guess?" I heaved a sigh of relief. It's good to let it all go.

"It's obvious. You always hang out with him. Anyways, now all I need to do is to get you two together. But it's gonna be hard cause Louis likes boys," she said while letting out a sigh.

"But I don't wanna be with him," I lied.

"Don't fool me okay, I know that deep down at the bottom of your heart you wanna be with him. No one can fool the Perrie Edwards," she said while flipping her hair.

I laughed. Maybe I do wanna be with him. But I've never been with a guy before and I don't date. Blame my mum for that. She always gives the guy that wants to take me out a 'test' and if he fails, it's goodbye to him.

"Hey Perrie, how did you get to know Zayn?" I asked.

"Well, on the first day of high school, I remember being in the same class with him. Everyone didn't like him cause he was quiet. I sat beside him and tried to talk to him. It was hard to get him to talk you know. But after awhile, he opened up more and that was how we got to know each other," Perrie said with a smile on her face.

It's just true love really. Some people would call it young love. But I just know its not. The way he looks at her, the way that he treats her, the way that he protects and loves her is just too good to be true.