If I'm gay.. How can I love her? (Louis Tomlinson FanFic)

Chapter 10

Summay of the previous chapter

Tina ran back home crying as she saw Louis kissing James. Louis had mixed emotions. Tina wanted to get answers from him once in for all.

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I sighed. I needed to get answers from him once in for all. I was sick and tired of waiting.

"Louis, I need to get answers now. Do you have feelings for me or not? I'm sick and tired of you playing with my heart," I said with an angry tone.

"I-I-I I so sorry. I couldn't do anything about it," Louis looked down. "I didn't fight back. I was an idiot,"

"Couldn't do what? I don't understand," I said in a calmer tone.

"You know James Payne? He used to be my best friend. One day, I decided to come out to him cause I couldn't pretend anymore. I thought he would accept me. But I guess he didn't. The next day, people were looking at me as if I was some kind of weirdo. I assumed that James spread the word that I was gay," Louis said, with tears in his eyes.

My heart ached. Everyone didn't like him just cause he was being himself. I suddenly realised that James only kissed him cause he was making fun of him. A rush of dread suddenly flew through me. I was being selfish. Sure, secretly deep inside me I wanted him to be mine. But like my mum said, 'If you love something, let it go'. That's what she said before my dad passed away.

"To be honest Tina, I actually do like you. I'm just scared on how would you react. I know you're mad at me for stealing your first kiss and I hope you can forgive for that," Louis replied. "I know I'm an idiot but people make mistakes in life. I hope you understand."

I was speechless. I didn't know what to say. There was moment of silence. To my surprise, Louis moved closer to me. He cupped his hand on my face.

"I hope his will make up for my mistakes," he said.

Louis pressed his lips onto mine. I was shocked for a while. I kissed him back. I wrapped my arms around him.

Holy shit. This is actually happening. I'm kissing the Louis Tomlinson. Make sure you kiss him good, I'm counting on you Tina.

What felt like a few seconds, I pulled away so I could breathe. It was like seven minutes in heaven, but shorter.

"Not bad for a beginner though," Louis winked.

I hugged him. I was suddenly really happy for some reason. Maybe it's cause Louis and I kissed, or maybe it's just hormones.

"I forgive you Louis," I whispered in his ear.