Addicted

Friend or Foe: part 2

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"Look, Melissa I,I thought you were the one, but then after two months of dating you I realized, I always, have hated you,so when I noticed that, I wanted to leave but I couldn't because of your brothers death, so instead I just cheated on you. And that's all I have to ever say or admit to you. Period." Jonathan just said. It was a lot to take in. I mean I just heard that he cheated on, and that he wanted to break up with me. What the fuck is wrong with him. I almost died because I had to break up with him. God. I just wanted to strangle him at that moment,but I tried opening my mouth,but nothing would come. My eyes just started watering all up. And out came the tears. I had no chance so I just ran all the way home. I quickly found the knife I had under my pillow and wrote on my hands: death'i mean I couldn't handle the pain. I swear to god I just wanted to up to the attic and jump off the small window and die,it was so much to take in. I really wanted to go to sleep.but I wasn't tired so I went back outside. I have been walking for an hour now but before I turned,someone hit me in the head with something hard. I quickly fall to the ground. The last thing I could see was I familiar face.Jonathan.that was it right before everything turns......
black.