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Knocked up problems?!

It has been 6 months of being pregnant.
Henry has still been going to school.
But since I'm knocked up
I chat go to school.stupid rules.
It has been really hard for me these past months.
I went to the doctor by myself.
Just to check up on my baby.
He said everything was just fine.
Except one thing.
My heart condition.
He warned about something big.
That I could....die when I have the baby.
That scared me.
I couldn't tell that to Henry.
He'd die. And honestly what would he say to my child when grown up.
This was a scary moment.
But I believed in my self.
I wasn't worried.
I was going to be just fine.
I was listening to Demi Lovato's song stone cold
'Stone cold,stone cold, I try to be happy you.' That part kinda made realize that if I do die I should let Henry move on. And be happy for him. Yeah.
Be happy. Everything is going to be just
Fine.