I'm Loving a Riven Hearted Man [On-hold]

PROLOGUE

Prologue

I promised not to look back, ever again.

I promised not to go back, not even once.

I promised that from that day onwards, I will forget him, everything about him.

I planned to move on and live my life happily, without him.

And ultimately, I promised to never love again as love has always been giving me so much pain and disappointment.

These are my promises I tried to keep. Well, I did keep them, except the last one. 

Everything's gone wrong when I met him.

He is not my type. He caught my attention the very first time I saw him not because he's charming, gentleman, or a head-turner, hot-looking guy—actually, I realized he is—but because he is so irritating, so annoying and so frustrating!

I never intended to love him—not even in my dreams! 

He was a rude, cruel, cold, peevish, ill-tempered, self-centered, hard-headed, stubborn, riven hearted man.

But still, I did.

I have learned to love him in spite of his not-so-good personality because I have seen something good in him. 

He saved my life once—uhh, actually, twice. 

He never left me when I was on the edge of my life.

He never scolded me—which he normally does—and kept himself silent when I was hurt and on the verge of my anger.

He may not be the type of man who would catch you when you fall because he is the man who will not let you fall in the first place.

He is good, somehow, in his own little ways.

But he is neither my prince charming nor my knight in shining armor. And I am neither his princess nor his damsel in distress.

But I loved him. Nah, actually, I still do.

And I am too dumb to think that he feels the same, but he doesn't. He doesn't love me and will never do. All that he cares about is himself—or so I thought.

He was the biggest disaster in my life—and he still is. But loving him is not a mistake—though doing so is never easy, I admit—because it is the only thing I have ever hold onto.

He is the only one I have ever wanted.

And even if fate gives me a second lifetime, I would still be—and always be—happy loving a riven hearted man.

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-- This is my second on-going story, sana magustuhan niyo.

-- Ilang days ko 'tong iniisip–I mean the plot. Hindi ako mapakali so I decided to write it down. I was having second thoughts about it then, kasi nga, meron pa akong on-going na isa. Baka hindi ko kayanin ang dalawa, di ba? Pero hindi kasi talaga ako mapakali so what I did is, I wrote few chapters and I told myself I would publish it soon. kaya eto :)

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